Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
All his life, up to this point, had been curiously inorganic: a haphazard
succession of novel and bewildering sensations: a kaleidoscope of sensual
impressions changing almost too rapidly to be appreciated—so rapidly that
it had been impossible for him to think of one in relation to another.
Some of them had been painful; some enthralling in their beauty; some
merely engrossing because they were full of awe: yet all had been
ecstatic, and tinged in some degree with a visionary light. Now, as
always, it was clear that he must be a dreamer; but, from this day
onwards, it also became clear that his visions must be something more to
him than a series of coloured impressions, succeeding one another without
reason and accepted without explanation. In the future they must be
correlated with experience and the demands of life. In that lost age of
innocence the people with whom he came into contact had interested him
only as figures passing through the scenes that were spread for his
delectation. They had been external to him. He had lived within himself
and his loneliness had been so self-sufficient that it would have made no
great difference to him if they had not been there. Now he was to take
his part in the drama at which, in times before, he had merely sat as a
bemused spectator. It was a stirring and a terrifying prospect.
The train from North Bromwich stopped at every station, and the whole of
the journey lay through the black desert that fringes the iron city, a
vast basin of imprisoned smoke, bounded by hills that had once been
crowned with woods, but were now dominated by the high smoke-stacks of
collieries, many of them ruined and deserted. At a dirty junction, so
undermined with workings that the bridge and the brick offices were
distorted in a manner which suggested that the whole affair might some
day go down quick into the pit, he changed into the local train. The
railway company evidently did not consider the passenger traffic of
Halesby worth consideration, for the carriages were old and grimy. Edwin
chose a smoker because the cushions were covered with American leather
and therefore more obviously clean. He found himself, in the middle of
his reflections, sitting opposite a coloured photograph of the great
gorge at Axcombe, a town that was served by the same line. The picture
carried him suddenly to another aspect of his too complicated life.
Really, the whole business was hopelessly involved. He thought, grimly,
how he could have taken the wind out of Martin’s genealogical sails by
blurting out the astounding intelligence that his uncle was a gardener.
And what would the gentleman with the waistcoat have said? He laughed at
the idea.
Through a short but sulphurous tunnel the train emerged into the valley
of the Stour: the vista of the hills unfolded, and later the spire of
Halesby church appeared at the valley’s head. Well, a beginning of the
new life had to be made some day, and now as well as ever.
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