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and greater—such as the Grosmonts of Trecastel. But old Mr. Grosmont had
two sons, and father only had three daughters. I was a sort of ugly
duckling, Eddie; they never really liked me. And I was never happy
there.”
“I think I must be like you, darling,” said Edwin. “I had a rotten time
at St. Luke’s at first. Even now I don’t quite seem to be . . . I don’t
know . . . ordinary.”
She smiled and kissed him.
“My father was a dear,” she said, “but mother really hated me. Your Aunt
Carrie was much cleverer and better-looking than me, and so they always
made a fuss of her and left me to myself. She had all the advantages.
You see, I suppose they thought she was worth it. She was a beautiful,
selfish creature, with the most lovely hair.”
“I’m sure it wasn’t lovelier than yours, darling,” said Edwin.
“Then she went and threw herself away, as mother called it, on a man she
met at a hunt ball in Hereford. And she died, poor thing, with her first
baby. It was an awful blow to mother. It made her more horrid to me
than ever. I suppose she found me such a poor substitute. If it had
been me it wouldn’t have mattered. I went to keep house for your
great-uncle in North Bromwich; and there I met your father. I have never
been really happy. You see, nobody had ever taken any notice of
me—before that. Then mother began to put all the hopes that had been
disappointed in Carrie on Aunt Laura. Nothing was too good for her.
They spoiled her, and spoiled her. It was worse when father died and
mother was left to do what she liked with the money. And when your Aunt
Laura came here and met Mr. Fellows and married him, your grandmother
blamed me. I couldn’t help it . . . and in any case Mr. Fellows is an
awfully nice, quiet man. I did all I could for her, too, getting her
house ready and that sort of thing, and now she’s so dreadfully
difficult. I suppose she’s really annoyed to think that she hasn’t done
better for herself with all her advantages of education, and just lets it
off on me. It’s dreadfully awkward, Eddie. I think she’s even jealous
that their house isn’t as big as ours. I simply daren’t tell your father
the sort of things she’s said. If he knew one of them he’d never forgive
her. He’s like that about anything that affects me.”
“I should be, too,” said Edwin.
“Would you?” she smiled.
“Yes. . . . You’ve made me hate Aunt Laura already.”
“You mustn’t feel like that, Eddie. She’s young, and she’s been spoilt.
It isn’t all her fault, probably.”
“If it were any one but you I wouldn’t mind. But you’re so wonderful.”
He loved to look into her eyes when she loved him.
II
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