Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
They were most of them creatures of intelligence and sensitiveness above
the average of the hospital patient; their eyes shone between their long
lashes with a light that may have been taken for that of inspiration in
those of dead poets; even in the later stages of the disease, when their
strength would hardly allow them to drag up their emaciated limbs in
their beds, and their bodies were wrung nightly with devastating sweats
or attacks of hæmorrhage that left them transparent and exhausted—even
then they were so ready to be cheerful and to let their imagination
blossom in vain hope, that Edwin found them the most pitiful of all his
patients. The _spes phthisica_ seemed to him the most pathetic as well
as the most merciful of illusions.
In this ward he became acquainted with one patient in particular, a boy,
the son of labouring parents whom heredity and circumstance alike had
marked down from the day of his birth to be a victim of the disease. His
mother and two sisters had died of it, and all his short life had been
spent in a labourer’s cottage made deadly by the family’s infection, at
the sunless bottom of a wet Welsh valley.
As a child he had been too delicate to enjoy the fresh air that he would
have breathed on the way to the village school. He had lived, as far as
Edwin could make out, in the single room in which his mother had lain
dying, and had learned to read and write at her side. Then she had died;
and as soon as he was old enough he had been sent out to work on the farm
where his father was employed, an occupation that might well have saved
him if the work and the exposure had not been too severe, or if he had
not returned at night to the infected hovel. As it was, in the rainy
autumn weather of the hills, he had caught a chill and sickened with
pleurisy, and thus the inevitable had happened.
He was only fifteen. Education had never come his way, and he had never
read any books but the Confessions of Maria Monk and the family Bible;
but whenever Edwin came to go over his chest and make the necessary
report of progress—fallacious word—upon his case sheets, he noticed that
the boy would hide a sheet of paper on which he had been writing. His
confidence was easily won, and without the least shame he showed Edwin
what he had been doing. He had spent his time in writing verses
composed, for the most part, in the jingling measures of Moody and
Sankey’s hymns. They were sprinkled with strange dialect words that
filled them with splashes of sombre colour; most of them were frankly
ungrammatical; but there were things in some of them that seemed to Edwin
to bear the same relation to poetry as the mountain tricklings of that
far hill country bore to the full stream of Severn. Their banalities,
faintly imitated from the banalities of the hymn book, were occasionally
relieved by phrases of pure beauty that caught the breath with surprise.
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