Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
And it was pretty bad. No more concerts or operas; no week-ends at
Overton; no dinners at Joey’s; no possible diversion of any kind that
impinged upon the hours between six and nine. And yet Edwin was happy.
For the first time in his life, and at a price, he was realising what
independence meant. Even the break at Halesby had passed off without any
severe emotional disturbance. He had written to his father again,
telling him his new address and what he was doing, and his father had
replied in his formal business hand, not, indeed, with any offer of help,
but with an implied approval of what he had done, enclosing a number of
bills (opened) and a couple of second-hand book catalogues.
There was nothing unfriendly in the letter, no heroics of outraged
paternity. Reading between the lines, Edwin felt that by consulting no
interests but his own he had made an awkward situation easy for his
father. In that case, he reflected, Mr. Ingleby might very well have
made him an allowance. It gave him a sense of grim satisfaction to
remember that he was still a minor and that even if he were too proud to
use it, he still held the weapon of his father’s legal responsibility in
reserve, but the next moment he was ashamed of this reflection: when it
came to a point the element of pathos in his father’s history and person
always disarmed him.
It was enough that he should be happy, principally for the reason that
his days were so full and any moments of relaxation came to him with a
more poignant pleasure than any he had known before. He had very little
time for reading outside the subjects of his final exam., that now
overwhelmed him with an increasing weight. For pleasure he read little
but lyrical poetry, finding his chief enjoyment in the last hour before
he fell asleep in Dr. Harris’s empty lock-up, with a copy of Mackail’s
selections from the Greek Anthology that he had salved from one of the
second-hand bookstalls in Cobden Street.
In spite of himself, he was beginning to like Charles Altrincham-Harris.
He didn’t for one moment alter his opinion of the degradation to which
the man had subjected the nobilities of his calling, his meanness and his
avarice. In his dealings with the unfortunate people who came to the
shilling doctor for treatment, he still abhorred him; he knew him to be a
person whose mind was a sink of pseudo-professional prurience, and whose
body and habits were unkempt and unclean; but for all this, he could not
deny the fact that in his relations with his dispenser he displayed a
curious vein of natural kindness, and that his ideals, apart from his
loathsome business, were of a touching simplicity.
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