Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
Edwin thought of many things. It seemed to him that his mind burned
clear as frosty starlight lighting forgotten memories of his childhood.
He thought of his own mother. He wondered if she had lain like the woman
on the bed on the night when he was born. He wondered if it had been in
the least like this, and whether another doctor, whose name he did not
even know, had sat by the fireplace in the little room at Halesby waiting
and seeing his own life stretched out before him in this light of
perilous clarity. He thought of St. Luke’s—of a thousand small things
that had lain submerged for years and now appeared unbidden. The
strangeness of his own experience, the elements of linked circumstance
that had combined to twist his life into its present state and make him
what he was. He thought of his father, with an unusual degree of
charity, realising that this man too was no more than a slave of the same
blind influences driven hither and thither in spite of his innate
goodwill. Edwin was ashamed to think that he had been angry with him.
In his present mood it seemed to him an unreasonable thing that one
should be angry with any human creature. Pity . . . yes, and love—but
never anger. So, like a devotee in a Tibetan lamasery, he saw his fellow
creatures, his father, himself, the midwife, and the woman on the bed,
bound helpless to the revolving wheel which is the earth. And the earth
seemed very small beneath the stars. . . .
At two o’clock in the morning the handsome girl from downstairs, who was
the patient’s sister, came softly into the room and asked the midwife if
she would like a cup of tea. The patient blinked at het with red eyes.
“How is it going, Sally?” said the sister.
“Oh, it’s all right. I suppose it’s got to be worse before it’s better,”
she said, with a laugh. “Ask the doctor if he’ll have some tea too.”
Edwin accepted gratefully. It was harsh stuff that had been standing on
the hob downstairs for some hours already. Mrs. Perkins was easily
persuaded into doctoring hers with a tablespoonful of brandy from the
bottle that is a regular constituent of the working class _layette_. The
sister sat at the foot of the bed and stared lazily at Edwin.
“You look tired, doctor,” she said.
Edwin admitted that he had had a biggish day. “You ought to get a bit of
sleep,” said the dark girl. “Sorry there bain’t no spare beds in the
house; but you can turn in with me if you like.”
She looked so daringly provocative that Edwin had a horrible suspicion
that she meant it; but it was evidently the sort of joke that Greville
Street understood, for the patient on the bed cried, “Ethel, you are a
cough-drop, you’ll make the doctor blush,” and Mrs. Perkins rocked with
laughter until she spilt her tea.
“Well, why should you have all the fun, Sally? It isn’t every day we get
a nice young man in the house.”
“_Fun_ . . .,” said the patient wryly. “You’ll know all about this sort
of fun some day.”
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