Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
“Not just yet, thank you,” said Ethel. “I can look after myself better
than that.”
She went downstairs again. Edwin was beginning to feel a little unhappy
about the case. To his inexperience the long delay seemed abnormal, and
his imagination presented to him a series of textbook disasters. While
he stood doubting whether he should give himself away by sending to the
hospital for the house-surgeon, he was startled by a sudden cry. Now, at
any rate, there was no doubt about it. At this rate, he thought, it
could not be long. But it took three hours: three hours of desperate
struggle in which he could give no help, though the thing was so fierce
that he found his sympathies snatched up into it: so that he held his
breath and clenched his hands and felt his own temples bursting with
effort. There had been no experience like it. As he sat at the bedside
with the patient’s fingers clasped about his wrist, he had the feeling
that this woman, who had joked with him half an hour before with the dry,
courageous cynicism that colours the philosophy of her class, was not an
individual human soul any longer; not a woman at all, but a mass of
straining, tortured muscle animated by the first force of life. So it
had been since the first woman cried out in the night under the tangles
of Caucasus: so it would always be: the most sublime and terrible of all
physical experiences, a state of sheer physical possession, more powerful
than any spiritual ecstasy imaginable.
At five o’clock the baby was born—a boy, and Mrs. Perkins, standing by
with a skein of twisted thread in her hand, danced with nervousness.
Edwin’s hands also trembled; but his heart was lightened with a sudden
relief, as though the labour had been his and his also the
accomplishment. A palpably ridiculous state of mind . . . but it took
him like that.
The dark girl put her head in at the door. She was very pale now. Had
the whole household shared in these physical throes?
“Is it all right?” she said.
“Yes . . . it’s a boy. A beautiful boy.”
“Hallo, Eth,” said a quiet voice from the bed. “Go and tell Jim.”
It was the first word the patient had spoken.
A moment later she opened her eyes and stared in a dazed way at Edwin.
She smiled. She was a woman again—an extraordinarily chastened woman—and
somehow strangely beautiful. “Thank you, doctor,” she said. “You ’elped
me ever so. Did I be’ave very bad, Mrs. Perkins?”
“Bad? You be’aved fine,” said Mrs. Perkins, wrapping the baby in a
blanket and putting it in the fender.
The patient gave a deep sigh and seemed to relapse into her thoughts.
From time to time she would say a couple of words in a weak-contented
voice.
“’As Eth told Jim?” she asked several times, and then: “What’ll mother
think?”
“You be quiet, my lover,” said the midwife. “Don’t you disturb yourself
with talking.”
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