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They went together to the room, and his father opened the door and pulled
up one of the blinds. Mrs. Bagley, the charwoman who did odd work in the
house and was an expert in this melancholy office, had drawn a clean
white sheet over the bed. His mother lay there in a cotton nightdress
with her hands folded in front of her, and her lips gently smiling. Even
her cheeks were faintly flushed, but the rest of her face and her hands
were of a waxen pallor. She looked very small and childlike. She looked
like a small wax doll. In this frail and strangely beautiful creature
Edwin could only recognise a shadow of the mother that he knew. It was a
little girl that lay there, not his mother.
Edwin spoke in a whisper,—
“Should I kiss her?”
His father nodded and turned away.
But he did not kiss her as he had thought he would. For some reason he
dared not, for he could not feel certain that it was she at all. He only
touched her hands, the hands that he had always worshipped, with his
fingers. They were cold; and still her lips smiled. The room was full
of the odour of Sanitas which some one had sprayed or sprinkled over the
floor. For the rest of his life the smell was one which Edwin hated; for
in his mind it became the smell of death.
IV
On the evening after the funeral Edwin sat alone in the drawing-room. He
sat there because the other room was still cumbered with the remnants of
a melancholy repast: several leaves of mahogany had been dragged down
from the dust of the attic and had lengthened the dining-room table to
such an extent that there was scarcely room to move in it, and round this
table, in the sunny afternoon, had clustered a large collection of people
who smelt of black crape and spoke in lowered, gentle voices, out of
respect for the woman whom, it seemed to Edwin, they had never known.
Everybody who entered the house—and there were many, for Mr. Ingleby was
much respected in Halesby—wore the same grave air. Even the undertaker,
a brisk little man with a fiery red beard and one shoulder lower than the
other from the constant carrying of coffins, treated his daily task with
the same sort of mute reverence. His face, at any rate, wore an
expression that matched that of the mourners; and Edwin was only
disillusioned as to the sincerity of his expression when he heard him
swearing violently at the driver of the first mourning carriage. This
moment of relaxation caused him to forget himself so far as to whistle a
pantomime song as he crossed the drive.
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