The Younger SetChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Younger Set
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
Fiction
"It is rather a comforting faculty I have--this unconscious
companionship with the absent. Once I told you that you had been
with me while you supposed yourself to be at Silverside. Do you
remember? Now, here in the city, I walk with you constantly; and we
often keep pace together through crowded streets and avenues; and
in the quiet hours you are very often, seated not far from where I
sit. . . . If I turned around now--so real has been your presence
in my room to-night--that it seems as though I could not help but
surprise you here--just yonder on the edges of the lamp glow--
"But I know you had rather remain at Silverside, so I won't turn
around and surprise you here in Manhattan town.
"And now your next question: Yes, Boots is well, and I will give
him Drina's love, and I will try my best to bring him to Silverside
when I come. Boots is still crazed with admiration for his house.
He has two cats, a housekeeper, and a jungle of shrubs and vines in
the back yard, which he plays the hose on; and he has also acquired
some really beautiful old rugs--a Herez which has all the tints of
a living sapphire, and a charming antique Shiraz, rose, gold, and
that rare old Persian blue. To mention symbols for a moment,
apropos of our archaeological readings together, Boots has an
antique Asia Minor rug in which I discovered not only the Swastika,
but also a fire-altar, a Rhodian lily border, and a Mongolian motif
which appears to resemble the cloud-band. It was quite an Anatshair
jumble in fact, very characteristic. We must capture Nina some day
and she and you and I will pay a visit to Boots's rugs and study
these old dyes and mystic symbols of the East. Shall we?
"And now your last question. And I answer: Yes, I do miss you--so
badly that I often take refuge in summoning you in spirit. The
other day I had occasion to see Austin; and we sat in the library
where all the curtains are in linen bags and all the furniture in
overalls, and where the rugs are rolled in tarred paper and the
pictures are muffled in cheese-cloth.
"And after our conference had ended and I was on my way to the hall
below, suddenly on my ear, faint but clear, I heard your voice,
sweet as the odour of blossoms in an empty room. No--it neither
deceived nor startled me; I have often heard it before, when you
were nowhere near. And, that I may answer your question more
completely, I answer it again: Yes, I miss you; so that I hear your
voice through every silence; all voids are gay with it; there are
no lonely places where my steps pass, because you are always near;
no stillness through which your voice does not sound; no
unhappiness, no sordid cares which the memory of you does not make
easier to endure.
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