The Younger SetChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Younger Set
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
Fiction
"Have I answered? And now, good-night. Gerald has just come in; I
hear him passing through the hall to his own apartments. So I'll
drop in for a smoke with him before I start to search for you in
dreamland. Good-night, Eileen. PHILIP SELWYN."
When he had finished, sealed, and stamped his letter he leaned back in
his chair, smiling to himself, still under the spell which the thought
of her so often now cast over him. Life and the world were younger,
cleaner, fresher; the charming energy of her physical vigour and youth
and beauty tinted all things with the splendid hue of inspiration. But
most of all it was the exquisite fastidiousness of her thoughts that had
begun to inthral him--that crystal clear intelligence, so direct, so
generous--the splendid wholesome attitude toward life--and her dauntless
faith in the goodness of it.
Breathing deeply, he drew in the fragrance of her memory, and the
bitterness of things was dulled with every quiet respiration.
He smiled again, too; how utterly had his sister mistaken their frank
companionship! How stupidly superfluous was it to pretend to detect, in
their comradeship, the commonplaces of sentiment--as though such a girl
as Eileen Erroll were of the common self-conscious mould--as though in
their cordial understanding there was anything less simple than
community of taste and the mutual attraction of intelligence!
Then, the memory of what his sister had said drove the smile from his
face and he straightened up impatiently. Love! What unfortunate
hallucination had obsessed Nina to divine what did not exist?--what need
not exist? How could a woman like his sister fall into such obvious
error; how could she mistake such transparent innocence, such visible
freedom from motive in this young girl's pure friendship for himself?
And, as for him, he had never thought of Eileen--he could not bring
himself to think of her so materially or sentimentally. For, although he
now understood that he had never known what love, might be--its coarser
mask, infatuation, he had learned to see through; and, as that is all he
had ever known concerning love, the very hint of it had astonished and
repelled him, as though the mere suggestion had been a rudeness offered
to this delicate and delicious friendship blossoming into his life--a
life he had lately thought so barren and laid waste.
No, his sister was mistaken; but her mistake must not disturb the
blossoming of this unstained flower. Sufficient that Eileen and he
disdainfully ignore the trite interpretation those outside might offer
them unasked; sufficient that their confidence in one another remain
without motive other than the happiness of unembarrassed people who find
a pleasure in sharing an intelligent curiosity concerning men and things
and the world about them.
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