Then listen. I have told you of my girlhood and my dreams. I
wanted to do what you are so nobly doing. And I did nothing. I
could do nothing. I was not permitted. Always was I compelled
to hold myself in check. It was to do what you are doing, that I
married. And that, too, failed me. My husband became a henchman
of the Interests, my own father's tool for the perpetuation of
the evils against which I desired to fight.
(_She pauses._) It has been a long fight, and I have been very
tired, for always did I confront failure. My husband--I did not
love him. I never loved him. I sold myself for the Cause, and the
cause profited nothing. (_Pause._) Often, I have lost faith--faith
in everything, in God and man, in the hope of any righteousness
ever prevailing. But again and again, by what you are doing, have
you awakened me. I came to-night with no thought of self. I came
to warn you, to help the good work on. I remained--thank God!--I
remained to love you--and to be loved by you. I suddenly found
myself, looking at you, very weary. I wanted you--you, more than
anything in the world.
(_She holds out her arms._) Come to me. I want you--now.
(_Knox, in an ecstacy, comes to her. He seats himself on the broad
arm of the chair and is drawn into her arms._)
{Knox}
But I have been tired at times. I was very tired to-night--and
you came. And now I am glad, only glad.
{Margaret}
I have been wanton to-night. I confess it. I am proud of it.
But it was not--professional. It was the first time in my life.
Almost do I regret--almost do I regret that I did not do it
sooner--it has been crowned with such success. You have held me
in your arms--your arms. Oh, you will never know what that first
embrace meant to me. I am not a clod. I am not iron nor stone. I
am a woman--a warm, breathing woman--.
(_She rises, and draws him to his feet._)
Kiss me, my dear lord and lover. Kiss me. (_They embrace._)
{Knox}
(_Passionately, looking about him wildly as if in search of
something._) What shall we do?
(_Suddenly releasing her and sinking back in his own chair almost
in collapse._) No. It cannot be. It is impossible. Oh, why could
we not have met long ago? We would have worked together. What a
comradeship it would have been.
{Margaret}
But it is not too late.
{Knox}
I have no right to you.
{Margaret}
(_Misunderstanding. _) My husband? He has not been my husband
for years. He has no rights. Who, but you whom I love, has any
rights?
{Knox}
No; it is not that.
(_Snapping his fingers._) That for him.
(_Breaking down._) Oh, if I were only the man, and not the
reformer! If I had no work to do!
{Margaret}
(_Coming to the back of his chair and caressing his hair._) We can
work together.
{Knox}
(_Shaking his head under her fingers._) Don't! Don't!
(_She persists, and lays her cheek against his._) You make it so
hard. You tempt me so.
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