Sometimes it would be a doll's funeral when the chief figure in the
solemn rites would be taken from the grave, after it was all over, and
would be rocked to sleep with the other dollies, none the worse,
apparently, for the sad experience. Again, the part of the departed
would be taken by a mouse that had met a violent death at the hands of
the cook; or, perhaps, they would find a baby bird that had fallen
from its nest before its wings were strong. But the grandest, most
triumphant, most successful funeral of the Yesterdays was a kitten
that had most opportunely died the very day a real grown up funeral
had passed the house. What a funeral that was--with an old shoe box
for a coffin, the boy's wagon draped with pieces of black cloth
borrowed from the rag bag for a hearse, the shepherd dog for a proudly
stepping team, and all the dolls in their carriage following slowly
behind! In a corner of the garden, not far from the cherry tree, they
dug a real grave and set up a real tombstone, fashioned by the boy, to
mark the spot. And the little girl was so earnest in her sorrow that
she cried real tears at which the boy became, suddenly, very gay and
boisterous, as boys will upon such occasions, and helped her to forget
right quickly.
Oh, boy of the Yesterdays, who would not let his little girl mate
grieve but made her laugh and forget! Where was he now? The woman
wondered. Had Death come into his life, too? Were the years ever, to
him, as a funeral procession? Did ever he feel that he was growing
old? Could he, now, make her forget her grief--could he help her to
laugh again--or had his power gone even as those Yesterdays when
Death, too, was only a pleasing game?
From the next room, a gentle voice called softly and the woman arose
to go to her aunt. For that one who was left dependent upon her she
would be brave and strong--she would go back to her work in the
morning.
Only children are privileged to play with the fact of Death. Only in
the Yesterdays are funerals events of merely passing interest. Only in
the Yesterdays does Death go always past the door.
FAILURE
And that year, also, went to join the years of the Yesterdays.
It is as though Life, bringing to man every twelve months a new year,
bids him try again. Always, it is necessary for man to try again.
Indeed Life itself is nothing less than this: a continual trying
again.
In the world laboratory, mankind is conducting a series of elaborate
experiments--always on the verge of the great discovery but never
quite making it--always thinking that the secret is about to be
revealed but never quite uncovering it--always failing in his
experiments but always finding in the process something that leads
him, with hope renewed, to try again.
The man had failed.
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