And no one was there to tell her that the dreams of her girlhood and
of her womanhood were the same.
Again, on a long summer afternoon, as she kept house in a snug corner
of the vine shaded porch, she was really the mistress of a grand
mansion that was furnished with beautiful carpets and furniture, china
and silver, books and pictures. And in that mansion she received her
distinguished guests and entertained her friends with charming grace
and dignity, even as she set her tiny play table with dishes of
thimble size and served tea and cakes to her play lady friends. Again,
as she rocked her dollies to sleep beside the evening fire and tucked
them into their beds with a little mother kiss for each, there were
dreams of merry boys and girls who should some day call her mother.
And there were dreams of fine dresses and jewels the while she
stitched tiny garments for her newest child who had come to her with
no clothing at all, or fashioned a marvelous hat for another whose
features were but a smudge of paint and whose hair had been glued on
so many times that it was far past combing and a hat was a necessity
to hide the tangled mat. And sometimes she was a princess shut up in a
castle tower and a noble prince, who wore golden armor and rode a
great war horse, would come to woo her and she would ride away with
him through the deep forest followed by a long procession of lords and
ladies, of knights and squires and pages. Or, perhaps, she would be a
homeless girl in pitiful rags who, because of her great beauty, would
be stolen by gypsies and sold to a cruel king to be kept in a dungeon
until rescued by a brave soldier lover.
And, in her Yesterdays, the master of the dream home over which she
was mistress--the father of her dream children--the prince with whom
she rode away through the forest--the soldier lover who rescued her
from the dungeon--and the hero of many other adventures of which she
was the heroine--was always the same. Outside her dreams he was a
sturdy, brown cheeked, bare legged, little boy who lived next door.
But what a man is outside a woman's dreams counts for little after
all--even though that woman be a very small and dainty little woman
with a very large family of dolls.
The woman remembered so well their first meeting. It was at the upper
end of the garden near the strawberry beds and he was creeping toward
her on hands and knees through a hole in the hedge that separated the
two places. How she had jumped when she first caught sight of him! How
he had started and turned as if to escape when he saw her watching
him! How shyly they had approached each other with the first timid
offerings of friendship!
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