It was up in that quiet corner of the garden, near the hedge, and the
cherry tree was in bloom and showered its delicate blossoms down upon
them with every puff of air that stirred the branches; while, in the
hedge nearby, a little brown bird was putting the finishing touch to a
new nest. The boy's shepherd dog, who sat up when you told him, was
the minister; and all the dollies were there, dressed in their finest
gowns. The little girl was very serious and again, half frightened,
felt that queer lump in her throat as she promised to be his wife. And
the boy looked very serious, too, as he placed a little brass ring
upon her finger and, speaking for the brown eyed, shaggy coated,
minister, said: "I pronounce you husband and wife and anything that
God has done must never be done any different by anybody forever and
ever, Amen." And then--because there was no one else present and they
both felt that the play would not be complete without--then, he had
kissed her, and they were both very, very, happy.
So it was that, in the quiet secrecy of her dimly lighted room, the
woman who that night knew herself to be a woman, felt her cheeks hot
with blushes and upon her hot cheeks felt her tears.
So it was that she came back from her Yesterdays to wonder: where was
the boy now? What kind of a man had he grown to be? Was he making his
way to fame and wealth or laboring in some humble position? Had he a
home with wife and children? Did he ever go back into the Yesterdays?
Had he forgotten that wedding under the cherry tree? When the one with
whom she would go through the old, old, door into the life of her
womanhood dreams should come, would it matter if the hero of her
childhood dreams went in with them? He could be no rival to that one
who was to come for he lived only in the Yesterdays and the Yesterdays
could not come back. The fat little cupid on the mantle neglected his
bow and arrows in vain; he could not do away with time.
Very slowly the woman prepared for her rest and, when she was ready,
knelt in the soft dusk of her room, a virgin in white to pray. And
God, I know, understood why her prayer was confused and uncertain with
longings she could not express even to him who said: "Except ye become
as little children." God, I know, understood why this woman, who that
night, for the first time, knowing herself to be a woman had dreamed a
true woman's dream--God, I know, understood why, as she lay down to
sleep in the quiet darkness, she stretched forth her empty arms and
almost cried aloud.
In to-morrow's light it would all be gone, but that night--that
night--her womanhood dreams of the future were real--real even as the
girlhood dreams of her Yesterdays.
OCCUPATION
In a small, bare, room in a cheap city boarding house, the man cowered
like a wild thing, wounded, neglected, afraid; while over him, gaunt
and menacing, cruel, pitiless, insistent, stood a dreadful need--the
need of Occupation--the need of something to do.
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