The splendid strength of young manhood stirred mightily in his limbs.
The rich, red, blood of youth moved swiftly in his veins. His eager
spirit shouted aloud in exultation of the deeds that he would do. And,
surely, it was no shame to him that at this moment, when for the first
time he realized his manhood, this man, in his secret heart, felt
himself to be a leader of men, a conqueror of men, a savior of men. It
was no shame to him that he felt the salvation of the world depending
upon him.
And he was right. Upon him and upon such as he the salvation of the
world _does_ depend. But it is well, indeed, that these
unrecognized, dreaming, saviors of the world do not know, as they
dream, that their crosses, even then, are being prepared for them. It
is their salvation that they do not know. It is the salvation of the
world that they do not know.
And then, as one from the deck of a ship bound for a foreign land
looks back upon his native shore when the vessel puts out from the
harbor, this man turned from his years that were to come to his years
that were past and from dreaming of his future slipped back into the
dreams of his Yesterdays. Perhaps it was the song of the bobo-link
that did it; or it may have been the music of the meadow lark; or
perhaps it was the bluebird's cheerful notes, or the woodpecker's loud
tattoo--whatever it was that brought it about, the man dreamed again
the dreams of his boyhood--dreamed them even as he dreamed the dreams
of his manhood.
And there was no one to tell him that, in dreaming, his boyhood and
his manhood were the same.
Once again a boy, on a drowsy summer afternoon, he lay in the shade of
the orchard trees or, in the big barn, sought the mow of new mown hay,
and, with half closed eyes, slipped away from the world that droned
and hummed and buzzed so lazily about him into another and better
world of stirring adventure and brave deeds. Once again, when the sun
was hidden under heavy skies and a steady pouring rain shut him in,
through the dusk of the attic he escaped from the narrow restrictions
of the house, and, from his gloomy prison, went out into a fairyland
of romance, of knighthood, and of chivalry. Again it was winter time
and the world was buried deep under white drifts, with all its
brightness and beauty of meadow and forest hidden by the cold mantle,
and all its music of running brooks and singing birds hushed by an icy
hand, when, snug and warm under blankets and comforters, after an
evening of stories, he slipped away into the wonderland of dreams--not
the irresponsible, sleeping, dreams--those do not count--but the
dreams that come between waking and sleeping, wherein a boy dare do
all the great deeds he ever read about and can be all the things that
ever were put in books for boys to wish they were.
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