It was an hour when many hundreds of toilers were going from their
labor. So many hundreds there were that the cars could scarcely hold
them and there were seats for only a few. Among those hundreds there
were many who were proud of their knowledge of life. There were not
many who knew the value of Ignorance. The woman who knew that she was
a woman was crowded in a car where there was scarcely room for her to
stand. She felt the rude touch of strangers--felt the bodies of
strange men forced against her body--felt their limbs crushed against
her limbs--felt their breath in her face--felt and trembled in
frightened shame. In that car, crowded close against the woman, there
were men whose knowledge of life was very great. By going to the
lowest depths of the city's shame, where the foulest dregs of humanity
settle, they had acquired that knowledge.
At first the woman had dreaded those evening trips from work in the
crowded cars. But it was an everyday experience and she was becoming
accustomed to it. She was learning not to mind. That is the horror of
it--_she was learning not to mind._
But this night it was different. The heart of her womanhood shrank
within her trembling and afraid--cried out within her in protest at
the outrage. In the fetid atmosphere of the crowded car; in the rough
touch of the crushing bodies of sweating humanity; in the coarse, low,
jest; she felt again the demon that she had heard in the laughter of
the crowd. She saw again the horror of that which had leered at her
from out the disfigured, drunken, faces of the poor creatures taken by
the police.
Must she--must she learn to laugh that laugh with the crowd? Must she
gain knowledge of the unclean, the vicious, the degrading things of
life by actual contact? Was it not enough for her to know that those
things were in the world as she knew that there was fever in the marsh
lands; or must she go in person into the muck and mire of the swamps?
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