Scarcely had she reached her home that afternoon when a messenger boy
appeared with a great armful of roses and, as she arranged the flowers
on her table, burying her flushed face again and again in their
fragrant coolness, she had told herself that to-morrow, when he asked
her to cross with him the threshold of that old, old door, she would
answer: yes. But, even as she so resolved, she had been conscious of
something in her heart that denied the resolution of her mind.
And so it was that, as she sat alone before her fire that night, she
knew that she was face to face with a crisis in her life. So it was
that she had come to the testing time and knew that she must win or
lose alone. In the sacred privacy of her room, with the perfume of his
roses filling the air and the certainty that when he came on the
morrow she must answer, she looked into the future to see, if she
might, what it held for her and for him if she should cross with him
the threshold of that old, old, door.
He was a man whose love would honor any woman--this she knew. And he
was a man of power and influence in the world--a man who could provide
for his mate a home of which any woman would be proud to be the
mistress. Nor could she doubt his love for nothing else could have
persuaded such a man to ask of a woman that which he was coming to ask
of her.
Beginning with her answer on the following evening the woman traced,
in thought, all that would follow. She saw herself leaving the life
that she had never desired because it could not recognize her
womanhood and, in fancy, received the congratulations of her friends.
She lived, in her imagination, those busy days when she would be
making ready for the day that was to come. Very clearly, she pictured
to herself the wedding; it would be a quiet wedding, she told herself,
but as beautiful and complete as cultured taste and wealth could make
it. Then they would go away, for a time, to those cities and lands
beyond the sea that, all her life, she had longed to visit. When they
returned, it would be to that beautiful old home of his family--the
home that she had so often, in passing, admired; and in that home, so
long occupied by him alone, she would be the proud mistress. And
then--then--would come her children--their children--and so all the
fulfillment of her womanhood's dreams.
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