But the woman's face, as she looked into a future that seemed as
bright as ever woman dared to dream, was troubled. As she traced the
way that lay so invitingly before her, this woman, who knew herself to
be a woman, was sad. Her heart, still, was as an empty room--a room
that is furnished and ready but without a tenant. Deep within her
woman heart she knew that this man was not the one for whom she waited
by the open door. She did not know who it was for whom she waited. She
knew only that this man was not the one. And she wished--oh, how she
wished--that this was not so. Because of her longing--because of the
dreams of her womanhood--because of her empty heart--she was resolved
to cross with this man, who was not the man for whom she waited, the
threshold that she could not cross alone. Honor, regard, respect, the
affection of a friend, she could give him--did give him indeed--but
she knew that this was not enough for a woman to give the man with
whom she would enter that old, old, door.
Rising, the woman went to her mirror to study long and carefully the
face and form that she saw reflected there. She saw in the glass, a
sweet, womanly, beauty, expressing itself in the color and tone of the
clean carved features; in the dainty texture of the clear skin and
soft, brown, hair; and in the rounded fullness and graceful lines of
the finely moulded body. Perfect physical strength and health was
there--vital, glowing, appealing. And culture of mind, trained
intelligence, thoughtfulness, was written in that womanly face. And,
with it all, there was good breeding, proud blood, with gentleness of
spirit.
This woman knew that she was well equipped to stand by this man's side
however high his place in life. She was well fitted to become the
mistress of his home and the mother of his children. She had guarded
well the choicest treasures of her womanhood. She had squandered none
of the wealth that was committed to her. She had held it all as a
sacred trust to be kept by her for that one with whom she should go
through the old, old door. And she had determined that, to-morrow
evening, she would give herself, with all the riches of her womanhood,
to this one who could give her, in return, the home of her dreams.
While her heart was still as an empty room, she had determined to
cross, with this man, the threshold over which no woman may again
return.
Turning from her mirror, slowly the woman went to the great bunch of
roses that stood upon her table. They were his roses; and they fitly
expressed, in their costly beauty, the life that he was coming to
offer to her. Very deliberately she bent over them, burying her face
in the mass of rich color, inhaling deeply their heavy fragrance.
Thoughtfully she considered them and all that, to her, they
symbolized. But there was no flush upon her cheek now. There was no
warmth in the light of her eyes. No glad excitement thrilled her.
There was no trembling in her touch--no eager joyousness in her
manner.
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