And then the woman, who knew herself to be a woman, saw the lonely
years come and go. While she waited without the door that led to the
life of her womanhood's dreams, she saw the beauty that her mirror
revealed slowly fading--saw her firm, smooth, cheeks become thin and
wrinkled, her bright eyes grow dim and pale, her soft, brown, hair
turn thin and gray, her body grow lean and stooped. All the wealth of
her womanhood that she had treasured with such care she saw become as
dust, worthless. All the things of her womanhood she would be forced
to spend in that life that denied her womanhood, and then, when she
had nothing left, she would be cast aside as a worn out machine. Never
to know the joy of using her womanhood! Never to have a home! Never to
feel the touch of a baby hand! To lay down the wealth of her woman
life and go empty and alone in her shriveled old age! With an
exclamation, the woman sprang to her feet and stretched out her arms.
"No, no, no," she whispered fiercely, "anything, anything, but that. I
will be true to him. I will be a faithful wife. He shall never know.
He shall not feel that he is cheated. And perhaps--" she dropped into
her chair again and buried her face in her hands as she
whispered--"perhaps, bye and bye, God will let me love him. Surely,
God will let me love him, bye and bye."
Sometime later, the woman did a strange thing. Going to her desk,
softly, as a thief might go, she unlocked a drawer and took from it a
small jewel case. For several moments she stood under the light
holding the little velvet box in her hand unopened. Then, lifting the
lid, she looked within and, presently, from among a small collection
of trinkets that had no value save to her who knew their history, took
a tiny brass ring. Placing the box on the dresser, she tried,
musingly, to fit the little ring on her finger. On each finger in turn
she tried, but it would go only part way on the smallest one; and she
smiled sadly to see how she had grown since that day under the cherry
tree.
Turning again, she went slowly across the room to the fire that now
was a bed of glowing coals. For a little she stood looking down into
the fire. Then, slowly, she stretched forth her hand to drop the ring.
But she could not do it. She could not.
Returning the little circle of brass to its place among the trinkets
in the jewel box, the woman prepared for bed.
The timepiece in the arms of the fat cupid ticked loudly now in the
darkness that was only faintly relieved by the glowing embers of the
fire.
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