But for once Joe had himself been misled into premature enthusiasm such
as he had decried in Garry. For if Barbara had, in Miss Sarah's
phrase, been thinking of Steve in terms of blue flannels and corduroy,
until then, before the dinner ended she was aware of a difference in
the attitude of this man who loved her, too great to be explained by
the clothes he wore. The very light in his eyes, whenever she
contrived to catch him gazing at her, convinced her of what was behind
his new restraint; and then, immediately, perversely, she set herself
to break it down by those very methods best calculated to strengthen
it. More than once that evening Dexter Allison withdrew from the
general conversation to watch the play of his daughter's glances upon
O'Mara's tanned face; several times he fell to chewing his lip as was
his custom when deeply perplexed. Complications scarcely ever troubled
Dexter Allison. He was beginning to awake to one now which already
worried him more than he cared to admit.
There was no keeping the girl within doors after dinner was over. She
ran upstairs and changed into moccasins and white blanket coat, and
skirt that barely met the moccasin tops half-way. And Steve, who had
changed too and was waiting for her when she came down, had knotted a
crimson scarf about the middle of his belted jacket to match the white
one twisted about her throat. With much approval Miss Sarah noted,
while she watched them away on snow shoes, the bit of color it added to
his soberer garb; she promised herself to recall it to Caleb at some
future date. Caleb had very pronounced views regarding the lack of
vanity in men's dress. But for the time being she was content to go
upstairs and be alone with her campaigning.
The man and girl climbed far that night in quite unbroken silence.
They had reached the crest of the first hill and stopped with the
higher ridges in front of them, black bulks filigreed with white,
before Barbara decided that she would have to make him talk.
"Aren't you going to say anything at all?" she challenged then.
She needed no explanation of his mood. To a woman there is no subtler
flattery than a man's dumb acknowledgement of her unattainability. He
talked when she bade him talk, but she was not positive whether she was
vexed or not because their conversation was of common-place things: The
work he was doing, upon which he was aggravatingly reticent, or the
severity of the last storm, or the amazing clarity of the night.
Certainty, however, was hers that he was no longer sure of
himself--that he was fighting silently against a growing conviction
that she was beyond his reach.
It made her very happily sad, somehow, and when Steve told her about
Big Louie and his horses, the sadness became a lump in her throat, and
a blur in her eyes which the man could not help but see.
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