A folded sheet of paper came to view when she tried once to ease his
heavy body from the position which was numbing her leg, and she seized
upon it fiercely. It was only a brief line, bidding him come to her,
but it bore her name. With instant, bodiless clarity which had marked
all her mental processes so far, its purport was hers. She had not
written--the hand that had traced her signature had been unstrung for
once. She understood, though such knowledge seemed of little moment
now.
She kept the pads cold and wet; she went for fresh water and stumbled
and fell more than once, because of the treacherous footing in the
deepening shadows. But she was no longer afraid of the dark; she had
grown to fear Big Louie less, even though there was no help for Big
Louie any more. It was the first time that Barbara had looked upon the
face of a man who had died in violence. Big Louie's face was growing
indistinct now, but she knew that he was smiling--knew that his eyes
were dreamy and mild. Death, like Life, had been a quite
incomprehensible puzzle to that slow-witted one who had no name. But
he had smiled seldom in life. In death his smile was almost childish,
almost sweet, and questioning beyond all else.
Alone with him who still lived, the pallid girl sat and waited and
wondered how long--or how soon--it would be. But she wasn't afraid
now. They were his hills; it was his wilderness. And could any harm
come out of them equal to separation from him? This was only the
beginning of one night of darkness, and Miss Sarah had endured with
patience and bravery through a whole lifetime of days and nights as
black. "Your face was the first . . . it will be the last thing I'll
see, as long as there is sight in my eyes!" had been his words to her.
She waited and she prayed shamelessly for herself--for one more
chance--as Miss Sarah had said women always prayed. But he was looking
at her, when she opened her eyes after a long and incoherent appeal; at
her first word he tried to rise and she had trouble in persuading him
to lie back again. She heard herself scolding, while she rearranged
the bandages so that they would cover both wounds, and he listened,
hot-eyed, without recognizing her. Yet when she bade him wait, until
she could bring the team, he nodded his comprehension; he was watching
for her return. And he came to his feet with a readiness that made her
heart leap with hope; but he fell twice before she lifted him, half
with her hands, half with her voice, to the seat.
She crawled in beside him, and the next moment she had to struggle
madly to prevent his returning to Big Louie.
"He will wait quiet until we come for him," she protested. "There
isn't room for Big Louie--and he won't mind----"
Her logic made an impression upon him, for he smiled. There was no
sequence in his acquiescence, however.
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