"I have always been afraid for him," he told her in reply, as
studiously grave as though he had been conscious of what he was saying.
"The others--they can take care of themselves. They are wrong ones
together. But Big Louie is only a child--but he won't mind--he'll
understand----"
She thought then that he had recognized her; she dared to hope that his
brain was clearing. But when the team went forward, nervously
unmanageable at first, then more decorous as they drew away from him
who would never feed them brown sugar again, the man beside her only
persisted vacantly with his topic.
"Big Louie never could find his way alone," he mused, "and that is
strange, too, for he was born in these hills. He was always getting
lost----" And with that he must not desert Louie! She had even more
trouble with him this time. "He will lose his head," he expostulated
mildly--his old, unfailing attitude of gentleness toward her. "He will
lose his head and waste his strength in running from things which do
not exist."
"Big Louie will find his way this time." She was whimpering again in
her helplessness. "He is--already home."
There she learned that her voice could control him when her arms
availed not at all against even his dead weight. And so she talked as
steadily as she was able while she drove. Once he lurched against her;
when he pulled himself together he was so sanely apologetic of a sudden
that she searched his face with hungry eyes. But he was talking now to
himself.
"I must not touch her!" he stated firmly. And then, drearily: "I am
sick. . . . I have never been so sick--before."
With that he subsided, but his silence was far more dreadful than his
wanderings had been; and as fast as she dared she pushed the heavy team
on, with Ragtime following behind like a dog. He slipped back against
her almost immediately, and this time he had not the strength with
which to apologize nor lift himself erect. With his head heavy in the
hollow of her arm, they came at length to the open pasture hills; they
topped the rise and faced the loops on loops of highway that ran down
to Morrison at the river-edge. And so she brought him home. At the
sight of his "city" she sobbed aloud, but he, sunken and slack, was
conscious neither of distance covered nor change of country. He
climbed down from the seat, however, in response to her urgings, when
the team halted before Caleb Hunter's white-columned house--he turned
and started stubbornly back the way they had come.
She ran after him and clung to his arm.
"You promised that you would come back to me," she cried up at him.
"Oh, you cannot leave me now!"
That halted him, momentarily.
"I must go back to my bridge," he explained, plainly nonplussed. "But
then I'll surely come back to you."
She pleaded with him--raged at him.
"I must go back to my bridge," he reiterated gruffly now.
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