Theo: A Sprightly Love StoryBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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Theo: A Sprightly Love Story
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
Love stories
From the depths of her heart she was praying that some chance might take
them away from Paris before he returned. It would be his bridal
tour--Priscilla's bridal tour. Ah, if some wildly happy dream had only
chanced to make it her bridal tour, and she could have gone with him as
Priscilla would, from place to place; near him all the time, loving and
trusting him always, depending on him, obedient to his lightest wishes.
Miss Priscilla was far too self-restrained to ever be as foolishly,
thrillingly tender and fond, and happy as she, Theodora North, would
have been. She could have given a little sob of despair and pain as she
thought of it.
As it was, the hopeless, foolish tears rose up to her large eyes, and
made them liquid and soft; and when they rose, Denis Oglethorpe saw
them. Such beautiful eyes as they were; such ignorant, believing,
fawn-like eyes. The eyes alone would have unmanned him--under the tears
he broke down utterly, and so was left without a shadow of control.
He crossed the hearth with a stride and stood close to her, his whole
face ablaze with the fierceness of his remorseful self-reproach and the
power of his love.
"Listen to me, Theo," he said. "Let me confess to you; let me tell you
the truth for once. I am a coward and a villain. I was a villain to ask
a woman I did not truly love to be my wife. I am a coward to shrink from
the result of my vanity and madness. She is better than I am--this woman
who has promised herself to me; she is stronger, truer, purer; she has
loved me, she has been faithful to me; and God knows I honor and revere
her. I am not worthy to kiss the ground her feet have trodden upon. I
was vain fool enough to think I could make her happy by giving to her
all she did not ask for--my life, my work, my strength--not remembering
that Heaven had given her the sacred right to more. She has held to our
bond for years, and now see how it has ended! I stand here before you
to-night, loving you, adoring you, worshipping you, and knowing myself a
dishonored man, a weak, proved coward, whose truth is lost forever.
"I do not ask you for a word. I do not say a word further. I will not
perjure myself more deeply. I only say this as a farewell confession. It
will be farewell; we shall never see each other again on earth perhaps;
and if we do, an impassable gulf will lie between us. I shall go back to
England and hasten the marriage if I can; and then, if a whole life's
strenuous exertions and constant care and tenderness will wipe out the
dishonor my weakness has betrayed me into, it shall be wiped out. I do
not say one word of love to you, because I dare not. I only say, forgive
me, forget me, and good-by."
She had listened to him with a terrified light growing in her eyes; but
when he finished she got up from her seat, shivering from head to foot.
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