Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the FutureHamilton, Cicely
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Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the Future
Hamilton, Cicely
Apocalyptic fiction; End of the world -- Fiction; Regression (Civilization) -- Fiction; Science fiction
To Theodore the action brought with it a conviction that his sentence
was death and his manner of receiving it a diversion for the eyes of the
beholders.... The old man was waiting, intent, with his chin on his
hand, that he might lengthen the diversion by lengthening the suspense
of the prisoner....
When he spoke at last his words were a surprise—instead of a judgment,
came a query.
“What were you?” he asked suddenly; and, at the unexpected, irrelevant
question, Theodore, still numb, hesitated—then repeated mechanically,
“What was I?”
“In the days before the Ruin—what were you? What sort of work did you
do? How did you earn your living?”
He knew that, pointless as the question seemed, there was something that
mattered behind it; his face was being searched for the truth and the
ring of listeners had ceased to jostle and were waiting in silence for
the answer.
“I—I was a clerk,” he stammered, bewildered.
“A clerk,” the other repeated—as it seemed to Theodore suspiciously.
“There were a great many different kinds of clerks—they did all sorts of
things. What did you do?”
“I was a civil servant,” Theodore explained. “A clerk in the
Distribution Office—in Whitehall.”
“That means you wrote letters—did accounts?”
“Yes. Wrote letters, principally ... and filed them. And drew up
reports....”
The question sent him back through the ages. In the eye of his mind he
saw his daily office—the shelves, the rows of files, interminable
files—and himself, neat-suited, clean-fingered, at his desk.
Neat-suited, clean-fingered and idling through a short day’s work; with
Cassidy’s head at the desk by the window—and Birnbaum, the Jew boy, who
always wore a buttonhole.... He brought himself back with an effort,
from then to now—from the seemly remembrance of the life bureaucratic to
a crowd of evil-smelling savages....
“You were always that—just a clerk? You have never had any other way of
earning a living?”... And again he knew that the answer mattered, that
his “No!” was listened for intently.
“You weren’t ever an engineer?” the old man persisted. “Or a scientific
man of any kind?”
“No,” Theodore repeated, “I have never had anything to do with either
engineering or science. When I left the University I went straight into
the Distribution Office and I stayed there till the war.”
“University!” The word (so it seemed to him) was snatched at. “You’re a
college man?”
“I was at Oxford,” Theodore told him.
“A college man—then they must have taught you science. They always
taught it at colleges. Chemistry and that sort of thing—you know
chemistry?”
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