Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
If there lie a still, pure sorrow
At the heart of everything,
If never shall dawn a morrow
With healing upon its wing,
Then down I kneel to my sorrow,
And say, Thou art my king!
From old pale joy I borrow
A withered song to sing!
And with heart entire and thorough,
To a calm despair I cling,
And, freedman of old king Sorrow,
Away Hope's fetters fling!
That was all--and not much, either as poetry, or as consolation to one
that loved him; but sometimes, like that ghastly shroud of Icelandic
fable, the poem will rise and wrap itself around the poet.
As Richard closed his envelope, he remembered, with a pang of
self-reproach, that the hour of his usual meeting with Alice was past,
and that Arthur too was in danger of going to bed hungry, for his custom
was to put her brother's supper in Alice's handbag. He set out at once
for Clerkenwell--on foot notwithstanding his haste, for he was hoarding
every penny to get new clothes for Arthur, who was not only much in want
of them for warmth, but in risk of losing his situation because of his
shabby appearance.
His anxiety to reach the house before the mother came in, spurred him to
his best speed. He halted two minutes on the way to buy some slices of
ham and some rolls, and ran on again. It was a frosty night, but by the
time he reached Everilda-street, he was far from cold. He was rewarded
by finding his brother and sister at home, alone, and not too hungry.
He had just time to empty his pockets, and receive a kiss from Alice in
return, when they heard the uncertain step of their mother coming up the
stair, stopping now and then, and again resuming the ascent. Alice went
to watch which door she would turn to when she reached the top, that
Richard might go out by the other, for the two rooms communicated. But
just as she was entering Arthur's room, Mrs. Manson changed her mind,
and turned to the other door, so that Richard was caught in the very act
of making his exit. She flew at him, seized him by the hair, and began
to pull and cuff him, abusing him as the true son of his father, who
did everything on the sly, and never looked an honest woman in the face.
Richard said never a word, but let her tug and revile till there was no
more strength in her, when she let him go, and dropped into a chair.
The three went half-way down the stair together.
“Don't mind her,” said Alice with a great sob. “I hope she didn't hurt
you much, Richard!”
“Not a bit,” answered Richard.
“Poor mother!” sighed Arthur; “she's not in her right mind! We're in
constant terror lest she drop down dead!”
“She's not a very good mother to you!” said Richard.
“No, but that has nothing to do with loving her,” answered Alice; “and
to think of her dying like that, and going straight to the bad place!
Oh, Richard, what _shall_ I do! It turns me crazy to think of it!”
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