provinces for the whole of 1888, and at the end of the year I came back
to London and settled down in a new house in a different quarter of the
town. By this time I had almost forgotten Mr. Plummer and my letter to
him, and when in _December_, 1889, two years after I had sent it, my
own envelope in my own handwriting, forwarded by the postal authorities
from Regent's Park, was brought to me, I did not at first recognize it.
I kept twisting it about, and thinking how like it was to my own
writing, when the truth suddenly flashed on me. I opened it and read as
follows:
"Georgetown, November 28th, 1889.
"Mrs. Lane,--Dear Madam,--Please pardon me for seeming neglect in
answering your request. At the time of receiving your letter I
could not write, and it got mislaid. Coming across it now, even at
the eleventh hour, I place myself in condition to answer. I see a
lady with dark blue eyes before me, of a very nervous
life--warm-hearted--impulsive--tropical in her nature. A woman of
intense feeling--a woman whose life has been one of constant
disappointment. To-day the current of life flows on smoothly but
monotonous. I sense from the sphere of this lady, a weariness of
life--should think she felt like Alexander, because there are no
more worlds for her to conquer. She is her own worst enemy.
Naturally generous, she radiates her refined magnetic sphere to
others, and does not get back that which she can utilize. I see a
bright-complexioned gentleman in earth life--brave, generous, and
kind--but does not comprehend your interior life. And yet thinks
the world of you to-day. I feel from you talent of a marked order.
And yet life is a disappointment. Not but what you have been
successful in a refined, worldly sense, but your spiritual nature
has been repressed. The society you move in is one of intellectual
culture; that is not of the soul. And it is soul food that you are
hungering for to-day. You are an inspired woman. Thought seems to
you, all prepared, so to speak. But it does not seem to free the
tiny little messengers of your soul life. Somehow I don't feel that
confidence in myself in writing to you. The best kind of a reading
is usually obtained in reading to a person direct. But if I don't
meet your case we will call it a failure and let it go. The year of
1890 is going to be more favorable to you than for the last ten
years. I think in some way you are to meet with more reciprocity of
soul. As the divining rod points to the stream of water in the
earth, so I find my intuitive eye takes cognizance of your interior
life. You will in a degree catch my meaning through this, and it
will come clearer, more through your intuition than through your
intellect. I should say to you, follow your instincts and
intuitions always through life. If this throws any light over your
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