path I am glad.--I remain, most respectfully yours,
George Plummer."
Now there are two noticeable things in this letter. First, Mr. Plummer's
estimate of my interior life almost coincides with Mr. Fletcher's given
in 1879, ten years before. Next, although he read it through the medium
of a letter written in 1887, he draws a picture of my position and
surroundings in 1889. Both these things appeared to me very curious as
coming from a stranger across the Atlantic, and I answered his letter at
once, still preserving my slight incognita, and telling him that as he
had read so much of my life from my handwriting of so long ago, I wished
he would try to read more from words which went fresh from me to him. I
also enclosed a piece of the handwriting of a friend. Mr. Plummer did
not keep me waiting this time. His next letter was dated February 8th,
1890.
"Dear Madam,--I received yours of January 3rd, and would have
answered before, but the spirit did not move. I have been tied to a
sick room going on three months, with its cares and anxieties. Not
the best condition for writing. The best condition to reflect your
life, to give your soul strength, is to be at rest and have all
earth conditions nullified. But that cannot be to-day. So I will
try to penetrate the mystery of your life as best I can, and
radiate to you at least some strength. The relation of soul is the
difficulty of your life, and you are so perfectly inspirational
that it makes the condition worse. Grand types of Manhood and
Womanhood come to you from the higher life, and your spirit and
soul catch the reflection, and are disappointed because they cannot
live that life. But you are getting a development out of all this
friction. Now if you would come in contact with that nature that
could radiate to you just what you could give to it, you would be
happy. Love is absolute, you well know. Often in the exchange of
thought we give each other strength. And then every letter we
write, every time we shake hands, we give some of our own
personality out. You are too sensitive to the spheres of people.
You have such a strong personality of life that the power that
inspires you could not make the perfect junction until you get so,
you had rather die than live. That was a condition of negation. Now
you have been running on a dead level of nothingness for two years
and a half." (This was exactly the time since my daughter had been
taken from me). "_I mean it seems so to you._ Such a sameness of
things. I get from the writing of the gentleman. A good
sphere--warm hearted--true to his understanding of things. He seems
to be a sort of a half-way house to you. That is, you roam in the
sea of Ideality, down deep, you know. And he rather holds on to
matter-of-fact--sort of ballast for you.
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