“You could ask the same question of Life itself,” I said; “‘something
that worries us for a little while, then passes.’ Perhaps the ‘worry,’
as you call it, has its uses. Volcanic upheavals are necessary to the
making of a world. Without them the ground would remain rock-bound,
unfitted for its purposes. That explosion of Youth’s pent-up forces that
we term Love serves to the making of man and woman. It does not die, it
takes new shape. The blossom fades as the fruit forms. The passion
passes to give place to peace. The trembling lover has become the
helper, the comforter, the husband.”
“But the failures,” Robina persisted; “I do not mean the silly or the
wicked people; but the people who begin by really loving one another,
only to end in disliking—almost hating one another. How do _they_ get
there?”
“Sit down,” I said, “and I will tell you a story.
“Once upon a time there was a girl, and a boy who loved her. She was a
clever, brilliant girl, and she had the face of an angel. They lived
near to one another, seeing each other almost daily. But the boy, awed
by the difference of their social position, kept his secret, as he
thought, to himself; dreaming, as youth will, of the day when fame and
wealth would bridge the gulf between them. The kind look in her eyes,
the occasional seeming pressure of her hand, he allowed to feed his
hopes; and on the morning of his departure for London an incident
occurred that changed his vague imaginings to set resolve. He had sent
on his scanty baggage by the carrier, intending to walk the three miles
to the station. It was early in the morning, and he had not expected to
meet a soul. But a mile from the village he overtook her. She was
reading a book, but she made no pretence that the meeting was accidental,
leaving him to form what conclusions he would. She walked with him some
distance, and he told her of his plans and hopes; and she answered him
quite simply that she should always remember him, always be more glad
than she could tell to hear of his success. Near the end of the lane
they parted, she wishing him in that low sweet woman’s voice of hers all
things good. He turned, a little farther on, and found that she had also
turned. She waved her hand to him, smiling. And through the long day’s
journey and through many days to come there remained with him that
picture of her, bringing with it the scent of the pine-woods: her white
hand waving to him, her sweet eyes smiling wistfully.
“But fame and fortune are not won so quickly as boys dream, nor is life
as easy to live bravely as it looks in visions. It was nearly twenty
years before they met again. Neither had married. Her people were dead
and she was living alone; and to him the world at last had opened her
doors. She was still beautiful. A gracious, gentle lady, she had grown;
clothed with that soft sweet dignity that Time bestows upon rare women,
rendering them fairer with the years.
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