I tried talking reason, but talking to Robin when she has got a notion in
her head is like trying to fix a halter on a two-year-old colt. This
tumble-down, six-roomed cottage was to be the saving of the family. An
ecstatic look transfigured Robina’s face even as she spoke of it. You
might have fancied it a shrine. Robina would do the cooking. Robina
would rise early and milk the cow, and gather the morning egg. We would
lead the simple life, learn to fend for ourselves. It would be so good
for Veronica. The higher education could wait; let the higher ideals
have a chance. Veronica would make the beds, dust the rooms. In the
evening Veronica, her little basket by her side, would sit and sew while
I talked, telling them things, and Robina moved softly to and fro about
her work, the household fairy. The Little Mother, whenever strong
enough, would come to us. We would hover round her, tending her with
loving hands. The English farmer must know something, in spite of all
that is said. Dick could arrange for lessons in practical farming. She
did not say it crudely; but hinted that, surrounded by example, even I
might come to take an interest in honest labour, might end by learning to
do something useful.
Robina talked, I should say, for a quarter of an hour. By the time she
had done, it appeared to me rather a beautiful idea. Dick’s vacation had
just commenced. For the next three months there would be nothing else
for him to do but—to employ his own expressive phrase—“rot round.” In
any event, it would be keeping him out of mischief. Veronica’s governess
was leaving. Veronica’s governess generally does leave at the end of
about a year. I think sometimes of advertising for a lady without a
conscience. At the end of a year, they explain to me that their
conscience will not allow them to remain longer; they do not feel they
are earning their salary. It is not that the child is not a dear child,
it is not that she is stupid. Simply it is—as a German lady to whom Dick
had been giving what he called finishing lessons in English, once put
it—that she does not seem to be “taking any.” Her mother’s idea is that
it is “sinking in.” Perhaps if we allowed Veronica to lie fallow for
awhile, something might show itself. Robina, speaking for herself, held
that a period of quiet usefulness, away from the society of other silly
girls and sillier boys, would result in her becoming a sensible woman.
It is not often that Robina’s yearnings take this direction: to thwart
them, when they did, seemed wrong.
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