Dysfunctional families -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Psychiatrists -- Fiction; Short stories
The room was perfectly quiet except for the scratch of his pen and the
ticking of the clock; and Mrs. Royce decided that she would stand there
silent until some other interruption occurred. It could not be very
long before a servant entered or they themselves would weary of this
work.
But the silence continued. Once Royce took out a book and glanced at
some reference. Once Celia got up and lighted the lamps for both, but
neither of them spoke.
For a long time Mrs. Royce stood there, transfixed by a curious
conviction that came to her as she watched--the conviction that this
silence carried with it a more perfect companionship than all her
long talks with her husband had ever brought. Of course, she had long
since realized that, as gradually as one season melts into another,
her relationship to her husband had changed--changed inevitably, she
had imagined, from the poetry of first love into something that
resembled the prose of a business partnership. To her the change was
not altogether to be regretted; in her eyes the business of being the
head of a man’s house and the mother of his children was still charged
with the romantic idea. But for the first time it now occurred to her
to ask whether the change had been equally satisfactory to him. Ah,
she admitted that a certain charm, a certain stimulation had gone from
their affection, but never before had she thought, as she was thinking
now, that the quality most conspicuously absent was intimacy. How was
such a thing possible when she had lived twenty years of her life with
him in perfect amity?
Yet, standing there, she saw that for many years she had not had
the least conception of what had been going on in his mind. She had
used the word business partnership, and, naturally, when they were
together they often discussed the details of the business, only now she
remembered that it was always in _her_ department that the problems
for discussion arose. Royce seemed to be able to manage his end of it
without consultation. Why was this?
She tried desperately to see the thing clearly. Her whole life was
built on the belief that she existed solely to be depended upon; and
yet she saw that her husband, in all his more personal interests, far
from depending on her, never even mentioned them to her. What did that
mean? And why had she never observed this contradiction before? Could
it be that, after all, she was not dependable, or had some unreckoned
factor in his life rendered Royce more self-reliant than he had been in
the early days of their marriage?
And at this point, before she realized her intention, she heard her own
voice saying: “Celia, my dear, your lamp is flaring.”
Well, there was no question of the welcome with which both pairs of
eyes lit up. “Mother, _dear_!” cried the girl. Both overwhelmed her
with solicitude about her health. She did not have to ask after theirs.
Never were two rosier, more unlined faces than theirs.
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