Dysfunctional families -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Psychiatrists -- Fiction; Short stories
He held up his hand. “You must let me finish,” he said. “You have made
this home, and you administer it with consummate ability; and yet no
one is really happy in it, least of all yourself. Why? Well, I need not
remind you that no one is made happy merely by things. Some continuity
of inner life is absolutely necessary, not only to happiness but to
health. Remember, I am speaking as a nerve specialist. You, Mrs. Royce,
are an enemy to continuity. You dispel concentration as a rock dispels
a wave. Even I find no little difficulty, when in your presence, in
pursuing a consecutive train of thought, and, as for you yourself,
such a thing has long been impossible for you. Even now, on this
matter so immensely important to you, you have not been able to give
me your undivided attention. Other facts have kept coming up in your
consciousness--that a bell rang somewhere; that the hearth has not been
swept up. Acutely aware as I am of your point of view, these breaks
in your attention have been breaks in mine, too; but I have been able
to overcome them, and follow my ideas to the end, because I have been
trained to do so, and, besides, I’ve been here only two days. In two
days more I would not answer for myself. I should begin to see things,
things, things, and to believe that all life was merely a question of
arrangements. Even your religion, Mrs. Royce, in which most people find
some continuity, is a question of things--of Sunday-schools and altar
decoration. That poor little clergyman who lunched here to-day--he came
emanating a certain spiritual peace; but he went away crushed by your
poor opinion of him as an executive. At this moment he is probably
breaking up the current of his life by a conscientious attention to
things.”
Deeply protesting as she was in her heart, something in his hard, clear
look kept her silent, and he went on:
“Your daughter is--to use a big word--an intellectual. For the time
being she is interested only in things of the mind. New ideas, books,
poetry are the great adventures of life to her at present. To all this
you are an obstructionist----”
“There, at least, you are utterly at fault,” cried the poor lady,
with a passion she had not known for years. “I have done everything
in my power to help. I am very ambitious in regard to my children’s
education. Their schools, their teachers----”
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