Our party had made its way north of Mesa Butte, carrying provisions and
water, making slow progress, enduring extraordinary discomforts. It was
after we had camped at the Little Colorado on the south bank, that
Bowden and I, acting upon the advice of Captain Watt, made some advance
explorations to determine how best we should approach Lava Butte, which,
according to Baker’s map, was the key to the route to the lost mine.
We left one morning before sunrise and headed due north for the Painted
Desert. We carried with our horses a two days’ supply of water and
provisions. It was impossible after ten o’clock in the morning to
advance farther in the heat. We camped in the swale of a dry arroya,
making such shade as we could, and waited for the coming of the late
afternoon, when we might press on a little more. Bowden attempted some
observations, but found that his sight was affected and that he must
rest. In the evening and before we halted for the night, Lava Butte was
in sight. After supper, Bowden said he would walk a distance under the
stars; and that he would return to the camp within an hour.
He had not returned by midnight, and I dared not leave the horses and
search for him, but I fired my rifle as a signal at short intervals
throughout the night. The next day I tried to find him, firing my rifle
now and then, until I had burned the last cartridge, and then I made a
fire of dried cactus stalks, in hopes that the smoke would attract his
attention, but all this failed. The water supply began to run short, the
horses were suffering, and Bowden did not appear. I then headed back for
camp on the Little Colorado, intending to follow our trail in the sands,
but the hot winds had swept over the desert and obliterated most of
them. I had depended upon Bowden’s qualities as an engineer and had not
taken as close an observation as I would otherwise. However, I
remembered my experience in the Palm Desert of years before, and so
urged my horse along through the torrid heat, always heading for a
jutting butte where I thought our camp to be. At noon my horse died, and
I lay in the shade of some rocks, giving myself up for lost, when, as
the sun was going down and the shadows were creeping over the desert, I
descried the relief party from our camp that was searching for us.
Bowden’s body was found five miles from the camp he and I had made. He
had walked in the night through the dead land, where, in starlight or
sunlight, all things look alike. But there is so much white and so much
grey, that to distinguish one object from another, to remember it, to
say, “I will come back to this,” is not possible. So when Bowden started
to retrace his steps, he did not know where he was. The plain was all
north, south, east and west.
He quite evidently had sat down and tried to collect his thoughts, for
there were marks in the waste indicating the various positions he had
taken. He had a small bottle of water with him, but no food.
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