The secret of his character, perhaps, was the combination of an
extraordinary sensibility of the absurd, with a high and severe moral
feeling. He studied for the church, however; and as he did so, many of
the injunctions of that divine book, to which his mind was naturally
turned continually, appeared so contrary to the asperity of his
sarcastic disposition, that he determined to make a powerful effort to
restrain the bitterness of speech and writing to which he had before
given way. Time and years, too, had their effect, and the biting
satire that used to hang upon his lip remained bidden in silence, or
only broke forth casually, when he was off his guard. He tried to
banish from his heart that feeling of contempt and scorn which he
experienced whenever any thing mean, or false, or base, met his eyes;
and perhaps the very good-natured facility with which he could be
induced to assist any one, might spring from an apprehension lest the
scorn he felt for all that was pitiful in others, might affect his own
actions, and render him uncharitable himself. His elder brother died
before he himself was ordained; and, on the persuasion of his father,
he abandoned his purpose of entering the church; traveled for several
years, and then studied for the bar. His next step was to marry, and
he was a widower with two children at the time his father succeeded to
Sir Harcourt Delaware. The baronet, however, in dying, had given to
his two nephews, Lord Ashborough and Mr. Beauchamp, who had been very
constant in their attentions, a far larger share of his fortune than
he left to him who was to inherit the baronetcy; and thus, the latter,
having counted largely on his future fortune, found himself more
embarrassed than relieved by the death of his uncle. The estate that
was left to him was also entailed by the will of the last possessor;
and his only resource to free himself from the most pressing
difficulties, was to engage his son to join him in raising money upon
annuity. Sidney Delaware consented with a heavy heart, and the money
was borrowed, much against his will, from his father's cousin, Lord
Ashborough, between whom and the young heir of Emberton a quarrel had
previously taken place, of a nature not likely to admit of
reconciliation. For the pitiful sum of twenty-five thousand pounds,
the estate of Emberton was charged with an annuity of two thousand per
annum; and scarcely had that sum been swallowed up by his father's
debts, when Sidney Delaware succeeded to a splendid name and a ruined
property.
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