His thoughts, however, in regard to Blanche Delaware were, as we have
said, bitter enough. He loved her deeply--with a first, pure,
steadfast and yet passionate affection. His heart--so long
guarded--had poured on upon her all its stored enthusiasm and
repressed tenderness; and in the full and confident belief that his
attachment was returned, hope had seduced him into every one of those
waking visions which are so bright to dream and so agonizing to lose.
He had certainly believed that he was loved in return; and the
dissolution of that belief was the most painful part of all. Yet
Beauchamp was both too proud and too just to suppose that he had been
trifled with; or to imagine that a woman, on whom he could have so
fixed his heart, would have been guilty of such petty coquetry. He
rather chose to blame his own vanity; to admit that Blanche Delaware
had been, perhaps a little thoughtless; but that he had been far too
confident.
Thus thinking, he walked on toward Ryebury, deviating slightly from
the way, in order that he might not meet William Delaware on his
return, and mingling vague, wild schemes for the future, with the
bitter memories and regrets of the past. He would visit Greece, he
thought--perhaps cross over the narrow strait, and wander through
Syria and Judea, or penetrate into Armenia, and pause for a while
among the tribes whose patriarchal habits have been so beautifully
depicted by Morier's entertaining pen, or even travel forward into
India itself, and watch the slow customs of Europe forcing their way
amidst the immemorial habits of the Hindoo. He would do any thing, in
short, for amusement--and forgetfulness.
When he at length approached the door of Mr. Tims's house, the moon
had sunk considerably, though she had still some hours to shine; and
pouring her beams from the side, with the slightest possible angle of
declination toward the back of the house, her light fell full upon the
two steps that led up to the door, without lighting the door itself.
Beauchamp thought he heard a noise in the passage as he approached;
but with his usual indifference, certainly not decreased either by
fatigue or grief, he walked on with the same slow pace in which he had
before been proceeding, and was just in the act of laying his hand
upon the bell, when the door was suddenly and unexpectedly thrown
open. The faint outline of three men standing in the dim darkness of
the passage was all that Beauchamp could perceive; but the moonlight
poured full upon his own figure as he stood alone upon the steps. So
unlooked-for a sight in the house of Mr. Tims caused him to pause in
some surprise; and he had no time to recover from it; for before he
could ask any question or form any conjecture, he received a violent
blow from some heavy instrument on the head, which instantly felled
him to the ground, completely stunned and motionless.
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