She sensed the truth in my observation and became only more distressed. The
good doctor predicted all her needs, but she accepted his charity with all
the more reservation, as she felt herself less disposed to the sort of
gratitude that he hoped to receive from her. Besides, the doctor[7] was not
wealthy then, and he was not particularly in a position to become wealthy.
From time to time she took her manuscript from its folder and said to me
sadly, `Well! There is no way to make anything of this. It will have to
remain there.´ I gave her some singular advice: send the work as is, without
toning it down or altering it, to Madame de Pompadour herself, with a
postscript explaining the delivery. This idea pleased her. She wrote a
charming letter on all counts, but most importantly with a tone of sincerity
to which it would be impossible to say no. Two or three months passed with no
word and she had deemed the attempt fruitless, until a Saint-Louis cross came
to her home with a letter from the marquise. The work was given the praise it
merited, she was thanked for her sacrifice, a market was acknowledged, no
offense was taken, and the author was invited to come to Versailles, where
she would find a gracious woman disposed to give the help that depended on
her. As he was leaving Mademoiselle de La Chaux´s home the envoy left a roll
of fifty louis smoothly on her mantelpiece.
The doctor and I urged her to take advantage of Madame de Pompadour´s good
will, but we were working with a girl whose modesty and shyness matched her
merit. How to present oneself there in rags? The doctor raised this concern
immediately. After clothing there were other excuses, and then still more.
The voyage to Versailles was deferred from day to day until it was almost
inappropriate to go through with it. It had already been some time since we
had spoken to her about it when the same emissary returned with a second
letter filled with the kindest reproaches and another bonus offered with the
same gentleness as the first. This generous act of Madame de Pompadour has
never been discovered. I spoke of it to M. Collin, her confidant and
distributor of her secret favors. He had not heard of it, and I like to think
that it is not the only one that her tomb contains.
It was thus that Mademoiselle de La Chaux twice missed the opportunity to
pull herself from poverty.
She later moved to the outskirts of the city, and I entirely lost track of
her. From what I have learned of the remainder of her life, she had become
nothing but a fabric of grief, infirmity and misery. The doors of her family
were obstinately closed to her. In vain she solicited the intercession of the
saintly folk that had persecuted her with so much zeal.
--According to custom.
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