This Then is Upland Pastures: Being some out-door essays dealing with the beautiful things that the spring and summer bringKnapp, Adeline
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This Then is Upland Pastures: Being some out-door essays dealing with the beautiful things that the spring and summer bring
Knapp, Adeline
American essays -- 19th century; Natural history -- Outdoor books
To fly! The very thought sets the nerves atingle. It is joy to be
afloat, “with a wet sheet and a flowing sea and a wind that follows
fast.” It is a joy to be on the back of a swiftly running horse, with
the wind rushing away from your face as you ride, bearing every care
from your brain ❧ But to traverse the air—to fly! This joy we long for:
we have an indisputable, an inalienable right to long for it. To what
heights may we rise? This, after all, is the question that concerns us.
Sordid, creeping wights that we are, constantly referring our heavenward
aspiration to the desire of the mortal, we still
“To man propose this test—
Thy body, at its best,
How far can that project its soul on its lone way?”
Our very protests, our kicking against the pricks that would incite us
to higher effort are but our blind fear lest, after all, they should not
mean flight. We are afraid of our moments of faith; ashamed of our
aspiring impulse, the upward impulse that throbbed through all life
since the world was born. We send forward our souls if haply they should
find God, while we remain behind to weigh and test their evidence when
they return to us—if they ever do, hugging the surface the while, lest a
sustaining breath of spiritual force lift us clean above the safe
shelter in which we may dive altogether should our returning souls bring
back news of the meanings of life, scaring us to cover, after all, by
the thought that we ourselves, are heaven and hell ❧
[Illustration]
Usually we are content to grovel. We traverse our little round and
declare it to be destiny. We prate of the limitations of our humanity,
forgetful of that humanity’s limitless capacity to receive. With
insincere self-abasement we declare ourselves to be worms of the dust,
and the spirits of light who look upon us may readily believe our
assertions ☙
But there are moments when the scales fall from our eyes. We get
fleeting glimpses, then, of the meaning and the end of our human nature.
We know that it is in the skies. We know that we have ourselves
fashioned the chain that binds us to earth. We know that we were made
for flight, and we know that we know all this. Still afar in the sky the
hawk soars, with downward gaze seeking his desire. Still, tho’ my feet
are upon the earth, my spirit fares upward in its flight toward its
desire, above and beyond its strong wings’ farthest flight.
[Illustration: ❧]
[Illustration]
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