"I believe, though," said Delia, "that if I could shut myself up alone
somewhere for a time with my violin, and no one to disturb me, I should
be able to do something. I might not be satisfied, but oh, how happy I
should be! As it is--"
"As it is, you must do as greater souls have done before you," put in
the Professor--"win your way towards your ideal through troubles and
hindrances."
"I don't get far, though," said Delia, mournfully.
"Do you think you would get far by shutting yourself away from the
common duties of your life?" said Mr Goodwin, in a kind voice. "It's a
very poor sort of talent that wants petting and coaxing like that.
Those great souls in the past who have taught us most, have done it
while reaching painfully up to their vision through much that thwarted
and baffled them. Their lives teach us as well as their art, and
believe me, Delia, when the artist's life fails in duty and devotion,
his art fails too in some way."
"It is so hard to remember that all those dusty, little, everyday things
matter," said Delia.
"But if you think of what they stand for, they do matter very much.
Call them self-discipline, and patience, and they are very important,
above all, to an artist. I have heard people say," continued Mr
Goodwin, reflectively, "that certain failings of temper and self-control
are to be excused in artists, because their natures are sensitive. Now,
that seems to me the very reason that they should be better than other
people--more open to good influences. And I believe, when this has not
been so, it has been owing rather to a smallness of character than to
their artistic temperament."
Delia smiled.
"I don't know," she said, "if I have anything of an artist in me, but I
have a small character, for I am always losing my temper--except when I
am with you, Professor. If I talked to you every day, and had plenty of
time to practise, I should have the good temper of an angel."
"But not of a human being. That must come, not from outward things
being pleasant, but from inward things being right. Believe an old man,
my dear, who has had some trials and disappointments in his life, the
best sort of happiness is his--
"Whose high endeavours are an inward light
Which makes the path before him always bright.
"Those endeavours may not bring fame or success, but they do bring light
to shine on all those everyday things you call dusty, and turn them to
gold."
Delia stood by her music-stand, her eyes fixed with a far-away gaze on
the window, and a rebellious little frown on her brow.
"But I should _love_ to be famous," she suddenly exclaimed, reaching up
her arms and clasping her hands behind her head. "Professor, I should
_love_ it! Fancy being able to play so as to speak to thousands of
people, and make them hear what you say; to make them glad one moment
and sorry the next; to have it in your power to move a whole crowd, as
some musicians have! It must be a splendid life. Shouldn't _you_ like
it?"
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