the littleness of time; I recklessly thought not of the greatness of
eternity!’
However imperfectly he might have been discharging the duties of his
Kilmany charge, Mr. Chalmers was exceedingly kind and exemplary to the
members of his own family, one of whom, his sister Jane, for whom
through life he had the warmest affection, kept house for him, while
various others were more or less resident in his manse. One brother,
George, a favourite of the family, spent some months at Kilmany in the
autumn of 1806, in very touching circumstances. He was a sailor by
profession, and at the age of twenty-three commanded a merchant ship,
which being attacked by a French privateer, gallantly drove off the
enemy; but the skipper, lying down on deck, exhausted after the fight,
caught the seeds of consumption, which gradually prevailed against him.
His mother, three of his sisters, and two of his brothers were all
around him at Kilmany, but no material improvement took place.
Returning to Anstruther, George calmly awaited his coming end, with a
firm trust in the merit of his Saviour. Every evening one of Newton’s
(of Olney) sermons was read at his bedside by one of the family in
rotation. It was one of the books which his brother had lately
denounced from the pulpit of Kilmany, as drawing men away from the
wholesome teaching of the gospels. Yet to his dying brother it brought
heavenly comfort. And evidently that brother enjoyed a secret something
which he had not. Could he be wrong? Must there not be reality in the
experience that took away all fear of death, and made the youth of
twenty-three so willing to die? ’The deep impression made by George’s
death,’ says Dr. Hanna, the chief biographer of Chalmers, ’was the first
step towards his own conversion.’
Less than two years after, his sister Barbara, who was five years older
than himself, sickened and died. The same fell disease which had cut
off George proved fatal to her. But her father could write of her that
she showed a cheerful submission to the will of God, and a humble
confidence in the satisfaction of her great Redeemer. Here was another
case of one very near and dear to him deriving all her support and
comfort in the hour of death from a source which he had been accustomed
to associate with superstition and fanaticism. Again the question could
not but force itself upon him, Must there not be something real in it,
after all?
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