Very beautiful, too, was the outpouring of his feelings towards her who
had become the partner of his life, his best beloved and most longed for
on earth. Before she was his wife the prayer had risen, ’O my God, pour
Thy best blessings on G. Give her ardent and decided Christianity; may
she be the blessing and the joy of all around her; may her light shine
while she lives; and when she dies, may it be a mere step—a transition
in her march to a joyful eternity.’ And afterwards he wrote to her: ’I
have to request of my dear G. that she stir herself up to lay hold of
God. Do act faith on the great truths of divine revelation. Do cry
mightily to God for pardon in the name and for the sake of Christ; and,
relying on the power of His blood and of His Spirit, commit yourself to
Him in well-doing as unto a faithful Creator.’
How well worthy Mrs. Chalmers was of being the wife of such a man was
best known to those who enjoyed the intimate friendship of the family.
The late Dr. Smith of St. George’s, Glasgow, who knew them intimately,
from having been Dr. Chalmers’s assistant, held her to be ’in all
respects a helpmeet for her distinguished husband. She strengthened his
hands and encouraged his heart in every labour of love. As a wife, a
mother, a mistress, a friend, a disciple of Him who was meek and lowly
in spirit, few are better entitled to affection’s warmest tribute.’
But it was in the direct communings of his spirit with God that the
depth of his humility and the ardour of his desires for a higher life
were most apparent:—
’_March 3rd_, 1818.—Cannot say much of my walk with God. Do not burn
with love to man. _5th_.—Cannot yet record a close walk with God. Got
impatient with a man who called on me and with —— in the evening. O for
a humbler and nearer course of devotedness to the will of my Saviour.
_6th_.—Have not yet attained such a walk with God that in looking to the
day that is gone I can see anything like the general complexion of
godliness. _7th_.—Cannot yet speak to my walk with God. Will a quiet
confidence in Christ not bring this about? _8th_.—Not yet. O my God,
help me. _9th_.—Not yet. Trust that I am finding my way to Christ as
the Lord my Strength. O guard me against the charms of human praise!’
At a later period he is equally humble and equally fervent.
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