But the fullest outpourings of his heart, in his correspondence with
friends at a distance, were to his sister, Mrs. Morton. Well could he
assure ’my ever dearest Jane’—’one of the purest and most delightful of
all my feelings in this world of many distractions is the feeling of
tenderness which I ever associate with you and all your concerns’; nor
was he less sincere in saying that he could think of ’no more delightful
scene of occasional rest and recreation than the neighbourhood where
Providence had ordained her habitation, so rich in the beauties of
nature, and still richer in the pieties and charities of the excellent
people that lived in it.’ To her he writes freely of all the events of
his life, and still more of the vicissitudes of his Christian
experience, and of the ever open refuge alike from domestic sorrows and
spiritual infirmities which we have in the grace of our Saviour and in
the love of our Father. All the more tenderly did he write when the
deep shadow of bereavement fell upon her home; when a heart full of
humility and somewhat disposed to despondency was liable to be swallowed
up with over much sorrow, and to forget (as he reminded her) that even
when the day is overcast and lowering, the sun is shining with
undiminished lustre.
His eldest brother, James, who lived in London, was a hard subject to
deal with. He seemed to shut himself up from all his family, and to
stand in awe lest they should come to visit him. He had resolutely
abstained from hearing his brother preach after he became famous. Hardly
any case could have more convincingly verified the remark, how unlike
brothers may be to each other. James had a kind of mania for balancing
his personal accounts to the minutest fraction, and on one occasion
worried himself for months in the endeavour to account for a penny, till
a year after, when about to cross a toll-bridge, he remembered that he
had crossed it a twelvemonth before, and forgot to enter the penny in
his accounts. Yet Thomas bore with him patiently, and dealt with him
affectionately but faithfully, evidently in the hope that he might
change. And before the end he did become more amiable. In announcing
his father’s death, Thomas pathetically, and with an obvious practical
design, remarked that if their beloved parent looked down upon them,
’nothing could afford his spirit a more delightful spectacle than that
of his children seeking the Gospel which they had aforetime despised,
praying for grace, and not ceasing to pray, till they had obtained.’
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