But when he entered on his theological course, there seemed to be little
or no development of the real spirit of the ministry. He was, indeed,
full of reverence for truth, and so impatient of anything like double
dealing, that when his professor represented that certain doctrines of
Calvinism should not be much spoken of, he could not but ask, Why not,
if they be true? Throughout his whole life he disliked men who were not
above board with everything, and his own regard for truth was
transparent to all. For a time his mind was clouded with scepticism.
The books that were most useful in restoring his faith were Butler’s
_Analogy_ and Beattie’s _Essay on Truth_. A very remarkable effect was
produced on him when, some time after, he became acquainted with
Jonathan Edwards on _The Freedom of the Will_. For a time he could
neither think nor talk of anything else. What so impressed him was the
idea of the whole series of events in the spiritual as well as the
material world being bound together by unalterable links, and thus
forming one vast scheme—a wonderful tribute to the wisdom, power, and
glory of God. The incident showed how his mind had expanded, and how he
had come to find delight in large, comprehensive views of things. Long
after, he spoke of the year in which this subject occupied him as a time
of mental elysium, so great was his delight. Yet at this time
evangelical truth was positively rejected. We are reminded of the
experience of another, afterwards a colleague of his own in New College,
Edinburgh, the late Dr. John Duncan, who, even when a student of
divinity, wandered for a time in the gloomy mazes of atheism, but when
brought into the light of theism—apart from Christianity
altogether—expressed his emotion in a way of his own: ’I danced on the
brig o’ Dee when I came to see there was a God.’
It was of course necessary, when he had advanced somewhat in his
divinity course, that he should practise the art of composition. His
first efforts, we are told, were poor enough. The composition both of
his letters and his college exercises was bald, unrelieved by any gleam
of fancy or sentiment. But in two years he had learned to write with
ease and fluency, and he had formed that remarkable, if somewhat turgid
style which he practised ever after. We know so little of the English
writers who engaged his attention at this time that the natural history
of his style is something of a puzzle. It has somewhat of the swell and
dignity of Johnson, and much of the diffuseness of Burke—two of the most
prominent writers in his youth. But its main quality must have arisen
from the burning fervour of his own mind, and the natural outflow of his
thoughts, shaping his language spontaneously, and moulding it into
characteristic forms of beauty and power.
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