On finishing his theological studies he accepted a situation as tutor in
a family, under the feeling that, as his knowledge of mankind had
hitherto been limited to his own family and his fellow-students, it was
desirable for him to know a little more of the world. But his
experience was not happy. It was not merely that his hours of teaching
were so arranged as to leave him hardly any time for reading, but that
his treatment was not what he considered due to a gentleman. Of such
treatment he was sensitive to the last degree, nor was he restrained by
any bashfulness or timidity from expressing his opinion of it. His
employer wished to throw the blame on himself, and told him he had too
much pride. He could not deny the charge, but showed a ready wit in
hurling it back on his accuser. ’Sir,’ was his undaunted reply, ’there
are two kinds of pride: there is the pride which lords it over
inferiors, and there is the pride which rejoices in repressing the
insolence of superiors. The first I have none of—the second I glory in.’
This, to say the least, was tolerably smart for a lad of eighteen. But
it showed not only his independence but his intolerance of opposition.
Soon after, he gave up the situation.
He had not completed his nineteenth year when he applied to his
presbytery to be licensed as a probationer. He was under the legal age,
but probably his precocity had made a considerable impression, for the
law was evaded under a traditional exception in favour of youths ’of
pregnant parts,’ and on the 21st July 1799 he became a licentiate. But
he did not show much interest in the work of his new calling.
Immediately after, he paid a visit to friends in England, in the course
of which he preached his first sermon, at Wigan, on 25th August 1799.
His eldest brother wrote to his father: ’His mode of delivery is
expressive, his language beautiful, and his arguments very forcible and
strong.... It is the opinion of those who pretend to be judges that he
will shine in the pulpit, but as yet he is rather awkward in his
appearance. We, however, are at some pains in adjusting his dress,
manner, etc., but he does not seem to pay any great regard to it
himself. His mathematical studies appear to occupy more of his time than
his religious.’
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