Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
There is so much passes in us of which our consciousness takes no
grasp,--or but with such a flitting touch as scarcely to hand it over to
the memory--that I feel encouraged to doubt whether ever there was a man
absolutely without hope. That there have been, alas, are many, who are
aware of no ground of hope, nay even who feel no glimmer in them of
anything they can call hope, I know; but I think in them all is an
underlying unconscious hope. I think that not one in all the world has
more than a shadowy notion of what hopelessness means. Perhaps utter
hopelessness is the outer darkness.
At length Leopold opened his eyes, gave a terrified glance around, held
out his arms to her, and drew her down upon his face.
“I saw her!” he said, in a voice that sounded as if it came from the
grave, and she heard it in her heart.
“Nonsense, dear Poldie! it was all fancy--nothing more,” she returned,
in a voice almost as hollow as his; and the lightness of the words
uttered in such a tone jarred dismayfully on her own ear.
“Fancy!” he repeated; “I know what fancy is as well as any man or woman
born: THAT was no fancy. She stood there, by the wardrobe--in the same
dress!--her face as white as her dress! And--listen!--I will tell YOU--I
will soon satisfy you it COULD be no fancy.”--Here he pushed her from
him and looked straight in her eyes.--“I saw her back reflected in
the mirror of the wardrobe-door, and”--here the fixed look of horror
threatened to return upon his face, but he went on--“listen,--there was
a worm crawling on it, over her lovely white shoulder! Ugh! I saw it in
the mirror!”
His voice had risen to a strangled shriek, his face was distorted, and
he shook like a child on the point of yelling aloud in an agony of fear.
Helen clasped his face between her hands, and gathering courage from
despair, if indeed that be a possible source of courage, and it is not
gathered rather from the hidden hope of which I speak, and the love that
will cleave and not forsake, she set her teeth, and said:
“Let her come then, Poldie! I am with you, and I defy her! She shall
know that a sister’s love is stronger than the hate of a jilt--even if
you did kill her. Before God, Poldie, I would after all rather be you
than she. Say what you will, she had herself to blame, and I don’t doubt
did twenty worse things than you did when you killed her.”
But Leopold seemed not to hear a word she said, and lay with his face to
the wall.
At length he turned his head suddenly, and said,
“Helen, if you don’t let me see Mr. Wingfold, I shall go mad, and then
everything will come out.”
CHAPTER XXIII.
COMPELLED CONFIDENCE.
Helen flew to the dressing-room to hide her dismay, and there cast
herself on the bed. The gray Fate above, or the awful Demo-gorgon
beneath, would have its way! Whether it was a living Will or but the
shadow of the events it seemed to order, it was too much for her. She
had no choice but yield. She rose and returned to her brother.
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