Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
Bascombe was chagrined to find that the persuasive eloquence with which
he hoped soon to play upon the convictions of jurymen at his own sweet
will, had not begotten even communicativenes, not to say confidence, in
the mind of a parson who knew himself fooled,--and partly that it
gave him cause to doubt how far it might be safe to urge his attack
in another and to him more important quarter. He had a passion for
convincing people, this Hercules of the new world. He sauntered slowly
back to his aunt’s, husbanding his cigar a little, and looking up at
the moon now and then,--not to admire the marvel of her shining, but to
think yet again what a fit type of an effete superstition she was, in
that she retained her power of fascination even in death.
Wingfold walked slowly away, with his eyes on the ground gliding from
under his footsteps. It was only eleven o’clock, but this the oldest
part of the town seemed already asleep. They had not met a single person
on their way, and hardly seen a lighted window. But he felt unwilling to
go home, which at first he was fain to attribute to his having drunk
a little more wine than was good for him, whence this feverishness and
restlessness so strange to his experience. In the churchyard, on the
other side of which his lodging lay, he turned aside from the flagged
path and sat down upon a gravestone, where he was hardly seated ere he
began to discover that it was something else than the wine which had
made him feel so uncomfortable. What an objectionable young fellow that
Bascombe was!--presuming and arrogant to a degree rare, he hoped, even
in a profession for which insolence was a qualification. What rendered
it worse was that his good nature--and indeed every one of his gifts,
which were all of the popular order--was subservient to an assumption
not only self-satisfied but obtrusive!--And yet--and yet--the
objectionable character of his self-constituted judge being clear as the
moon to the mind of the curate, was there not something in what he
had said? This much remained undeniable at least, that when the very
existence of the church was denounced as a humbug in the hearing of one
who ate her bread, and was her pledged servant, his very honesty had
kept that man from speaking a word in her behalf! Something must be
wrong somewhere: was it in him or in the church? In him assuredly,
whether in her or not. For had he not been unable to utter the simple
assertion that he did believe the things which, as the mouthpiece of
the church, he had been speaking in the name of the truth every
Sunday--would again speak the day after to-morrow? And now the point
was--WHY could he not say he believed them? He had never consciously
questioned them; he did not question them now; and yet, when a forward,
overbearing young infidel of a lawyer put it to him--plump--as if he
were in the witness-box, or rather indeed in the dock--did he believe a
word of what the church had set him to teach?--a strange something--was
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