Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
The curate’s heart trembled a little as he waited for her. He was not
quite sure that it was his business to tell her her duty--yet something
seemed to drive him to it: he could not bear the idea of her going on
in the path of crookedness. It is no easy matter for one man to tell
another his duty in the simplest relations of life; and here was a man,
naturally shy and self-distrustful, daring to rebuke and instruct a
woman, whose presence was mighty upon him, and whose influence was
tenfold heightened by the suffering that softened her beauty!
She entered, troubled yet stately, doubtful, yet with a kind of
half-trust in her demeanour, white, and blue-eyed, with pained mouth,
and a droop of weariness and suffering in eyelids and neck--a creature
to be worshipped if only for compassion of dignified distress.
Thomas Wingfold’s nature was one more than usually bent towards
helpfulness, but his early history, his lack of friends, of confidence,
of convictions, of stand or aim in life, had hitherto prevented the
outcome of that tendency. But now, like issuing water, which, having
found way, gathers force momently, the pent-up ministration of his soul
was asserting itself. Now that he understood more of the human heart,
and recognised in this and that human countenance the bars of a cage
through which peeped an imprisoned life, his own heart burned in him
with the love of the helpless; and if there was mingled therein anything
of the ambition of benefaction, anything of the love of power, anything
of self-recommendation, pride of influence, or desire to be a centre of
good, and rule in a small kingdom of the aided and aiding, these marshy
growths had the fairest chance of dying an obscure death; for the one
sun, potent on the wheat for life, and on the tares for death, is the
face of Christ Jesus, and in that presence Wingfold lived more and more
from day to day.
And now came Helen, who, more than anyone whose history he had yet
learned--more perhaps than even her brother, needed such help as he
confidently hoped he knew now where she might find! But when he saw her
stand before him wounded and tearful and proud, regarding his behaviour
in respect of her brother as cruel and heartless; when he felt in his
very soul that she was jealous of his influence, that she disliked and
even despised him; it was only with a strong effort he avoided assuming
a manner correspondent to the idea of himself he saw reflected in her
mind, and submitting himself, as it were, to be what she judged him.
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