Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
When, however, by a pure effort of will, he rose above this weakness and
looked her full and clear in the face, a new jealousy of himself arose:
she stood there so lovely, so attractive, so tenfold womanly in her
misery, that he found he must keep a stern watch upon himself, lest
interest in her as a woman should trespass on the sphere of simple
humanity, wherein with favouring distinction is recognized neither Jew
nor Greek, prince nor peasant--not even man or woman, only the one human
heart that can love and suffer. It aided him in this respect however,
that his inherent modesty caused him to look up to Helen as to a
suffering goddess, noble, grand, lovely, only ignorant of the one
secret, of which he, haunting the steps of the Unbound Prometheus, had
learned a few syllables, broken yet potent, which he would fain, could
he find how, communicate in their potency to her. And besides, to
help her now looking upon him from the distant height of conscious
superiority, he must persuade her to what she regarded as an unendurable
degradation! The circumstances assuredly protected him from any danger
of offering her such expression of sympathy as might not have been
welcome to her.
It is true that the best help a woman can get is from a right
man--equally true with its converse; but let the man who ventures take
heed. Unless he is able to counsel a woman to the hardest thing that
bears the name of duty, let him not dare give advice even to her asking.
Helen however had not come to ask advice of Wingfold. She was in no such
mood. She was indeed weary of a losing strife, and only for a glimmer of
possible help from her cousin, saw ruin inevitable before her. But
this revival of hope in George had roused afresh her indignation at
the intrusion of Wingfold with what she chose to lay to his charge as
unsought counsel. At the same time, through all the indignation, terror,
and dismay, something within her murmured audibly enough that the curate
and not her cousin was the guide who could lead her brother where grew
the herb of what peace might yet be had. It was therefore with a sense
of bewilderment, discord, and uncertainty, that she now entered the
library.
Wingfold rose, made his obeisance, and advanced a step or two. He would
not offer a hand that might be unwelcome, and Helen did not offer hers.
She bent her neck graciously, and motioned him to be seated.
“I hope Mr. Lingard is not worse,” he said.
Helen started. Had anything happened while she had been away from him?
“No. Why should he be worse?” she answered. “Have they told you
anything?”
“I have heard nothing; only as I was not allowed to see him,--”
“I left him with Mr. Bascombe half an hour ago,” she said, willing to
escape the imputation of having refused him admittance.
Wingfold gave an involuntary sigh.
“You do not think that gentleman’s company desirable for my brother, I
presume,” she said with a smile so lustreless that it seemed bitter.
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