Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
It was not that the youth had turned again from the hope of rest in the
Son of Man; but that, as everyone knows who knows anything of the human
spirit, there must be in its history days and seasons, mornings and
nights, yea deepest midnights. It has its alternating summer and winter,
its storm and shine, its soft dews and its tempests of lashing hail, its
cold moons and prophetic stars, its pale twilights of saddest memory,
and its golden gleams of brightest hope. All these mingled and displaced
each other in Leopold’s ruined world, where chaos had come again, but
over whose waters a mightier breath was now moving.
And now after much thought, the curate saw that he could not hope to
transplant into the bosom of the lad the flowers of truth that gladdened
his own garden: he must sow the seed from which they had sprung, and
that seed was the knowledge of the true Jesus. It was now the more
possible to help him in this way, that the wild beast of his despair had
taken its claws from his bosom, had withdrawn a pace or two, and couched
watching. And Wingfold soon found that nothing calmed and brightened him
like talk about Jesus. He had tried verse first--seeking out the best
within his reach wherein loving souls have uttered their devotion to the
man of men; but here also the flowers would not be transplanted. How
it came about he hardly knew, but he had soon drifted into rather
than chosen another way, which way proved a right one: he would begin
thinking aloud on some part of the gospel story, generally that which
was most in his mind at the time--talking with himself, as it were, all
about it. He began this one morning as he lay on the grass beside
him, and that was the position in which he found he could best thus
soliloquize. Now and then but not often Leopold would interrupt him, and
perhaps turn the monologue into dialogue, but even then Wingfold would
hardly ever look at him: he would not disturb him with more of his
presence than he could help, or allow the truth to be flavoured with
more of his individuality than was unavoidable. For every individuality,
he argued, has a peculiar flavour to every other, and only Jesus is the
pure simple humanity that every one can love, out and out, at once.
In these mental meanderings, he avoided nothing, took notice of every
difficulty, whether able to discuss it fully or not, broke out in words
of delight when his spirit was moved, nor hid his disappointment when he
failed in getting at what might seem good enough to be the heart of the
thing. It was like hatching a sermon in the sun instead of in the oven.
Occasionally, when, having ceased, he looked up to know how his pupil
fared, he found him fast asleep--sometimes with a smile, sometimes with
a tear on his face. The sight would satisfy him well. Calm upon such
a tormented sea must be the gift of God; and the curate would then
sometimes fall asleep himself--to start awake at the first far-off sound
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