Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
Mrs. Ramshorn would now and then look in at the noiseless door of the
chamber of death, but she rightly felt her presence was not desired,
and though ready to help, did not enter. Neither did George--not from
heartlessness, but that he judged it better to leave the priests of
falsehood undisturbed in the exercise of their miserable office. What
did it matter how many comforting lies were told to a dying man? What
COULD it matter? There was small danger of their foolish prayers
and superstitious ceremonies evoking a deity from the well-ordered,
self-evolved sphericity of interacting law, where not a pin-hole of
failure afforded space out of which he might creep. No more could
they deprive the poor lad of the bliss of returning into the absolute
nothingness whence he had crept--to commit a horrible crime against
immortal society, and creep back again, with a heart full of love and
remorse and self-abhorrence, into the black abyss. Therefore, why should
he not let them tell their lies and utter their silly incantations?
Aloof and unharmed he stood, safe on the shore, all ready to reach the
rescuing hand to Helen, the moment she should turn her eyes to him, for
the help she knew he had to give her. Certainly, for her sake, he would
rather she were not left unprotected to such subtle and insinuating
influences; but with the power of his mind upon her good sense, he had
no fear of the result. Not that he expected her to submit at once to the
wholesome regimen and plain diet he must prescribe her: the soft hand of
Time must first draw together the edges of her heart’s wound.
But the deadness of Helen’s feelings, the heartlessness because of
which she cried out against herself, seemed, in a vague way, by herself
unacknowledged yet felt, if not caused by, yet associated with some
subtle radiation from the being of George Bascombe. That very morning
when he came into the breakfast-room so quietly that she had not heard
him, and, looking up, saw him unexpectedly, he seemed for a moment, she
could not tell why, the dull fountain of all the miserable feeling--not
of loss, but of no loss, which pressed her heart flat in her bosom. The
next moment she accused herself of the grossest injustice, attributing
it to the sickness of soul which the shadow of death had wrought in her;
for was not George the only true friend she had ever had? If she lost
him she must be lonely indeed!--The feeling lingered notwithstanding,
and when she thought it dispelled, began to gather again immediately.
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