Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
At the same time she shrunk from Wingfold as hard and unsympathetic.
True he had been most kind, even tender, to her brother, but to him he
had taken a fancy, having found in him one whom he could work upon
and fashion to his own liking: poor Poldie had never been one of the
strongest of men. But to her, whom he could not model after his own
ideas, who required a reason for the thing anyone would have her
believe--to her he had shown the rough side of his nature, going farther
than any gentleman ought, even if he was a clergyman, in criticizing
her conduct. He might well take example of her cousin George! What a
different sort of artillery HE had brought to bear upon the outstanding
fortress of her convictions!
So would she say within herself, again and again, in different forms,
not knowing how little of conviction there was in the conclusions she
seemed to come to--how much of old habit and gratitude on the one
hand, and pride and resentment upon the other.-And there still was that
feeling! she could not drive it away. It was like trying to disperse a
fog with a fan.
The outside weather, although she was far past heeding that, was in
harmony with her soul’s weather. A dull dark-grey fog hung from the sky,
and without much obscuring the earth altogether hid the sun. The air
was very cold. There was neither joy nor hope anywhere. The bushes were
leafless and budless, the summer gone, the spring not worth hoping for,
because it also would go: spring after spring came--for nothing but to
go again! Things were so empty and wretched that pain and grief, almost
fear itself, would have been welcome. The world around her, yes, all
her life, all herself, was but the cold dead body of a summer-world. And
Leopold was going to be buried with the summer. His smiles had all gone
with the flowers. The weeds of his troubles were going also, for they
would die with him. But he would not know it and be glad, any more than
she, who was left caring for neither summer nor winter, joy nor sorrow,
love nor hate, the past nor the future.
Many such thoughts wandered hazily through her mind as she now sat
holding the hand of him who was fast sleeping away from her into death.
Her eyes were fixed on the window through which he had entered that
terrible night, but she saw nothing beyond it.
“He is gone,” said Polwarth in a voice that sounded unknown to the ears
of Helen, and as he spoke he kneeled.
She started up with a cry, and looked in her brother’s face. She had
never seen anyone die, and yet she saw that he was dead.
CHAPTER XXV.
THE SUNSET.
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