Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“My heart is open to you, Miss Lingard,” he said: “take what forgiveness
you think you need. For what I can tell, it may be my part to ask
forgiveness, not to grant it. If I have been harder to you than there
was need, I pray you to forgive me. Perhaps I did not enter enough into
your difficulties.”
“You never said one word more than was right, or harder than I deserved.
Alas! I can no more--in this world at least--ask Leopold to forgive me,
but I can ask you and Mr. Polwarth, who were as the angels of God to
him, to pardon me for him and for yourselves too. I was obstinate and
proud and selfish.--Oh, Mr. Wingfold, can you, do you really
believe that Leopold is somewhere? Is he alive this moment? Shall I
ever--ever--I don’t mind if it’s a thousand years first--but shall I
EVER see him again?”
“I do think so. I think the story must be true that tells us Jesus took
to himself again the body he left on the cross, and brought it with him
out of its grave.”
“Will you take me for a pupil--a disciple--and teach me to believe--or
hope, if you like that word better--as you do?” said Helen humbly.
How the heart of the curate beat--like the drum of a praising orchestra!
“Dear Miss Lingard,” he answered, very solemnly, “I can teach you
nothing; I can but show you where I found what has changed my life from
a bleak November to a sunny June--with its thunder-storms no doubt--but
still June beside November. Perhaps I could help you a little if you
were really set out to find Jesus, but you must yourself set out. It is
you who must find him. Words of mine, as the voice of one crying in the
wilderness, may let you know that one is near who thinks he sees him,
but it is you who must search, and you who must find. If you do
search, you will find, with or without help of mine.--But it is getting
dark.--You have the key of the north door, I suppose?”
“Yes.”
“Then will you lock the door, and take the key to Mrs. Jenkins. I will
stay here a while, and then follow you home, if you will allow we, where
we can have a little talk together. Ah, what an anthem the silent organ
will play for me!”
Helen turned and went down into the church, and thence home.
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