England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
He said to Dr Fletcher, "Do not say anything of my being here to Miss
Chester; it can do no good, I know, but--we were near neighbours, and I
may as well sleep to-night at the Globe, so as to be at hand if I am
wanted. You'll send for me if I can do anything of any sort? And there
is no change?"
"None whatever. We have, of course, had a consultation, and Dr Hill
entirely takes my view of the case. I regret that I cannot tell you
that he is more hopeful. I am inclined to think Mr Chester's condition
not altogether attributable to the blow, but that there might have been
a simultaneous attack."
There was nothing to stay for, and Anthony went, though not to the inn.
He walked about the old town for more hours than he knew, thinking of
many things. Those last words of the Squire had touched him acutely,
and his thoughts were softened and almost tender towards the friends
whose countenance he had been rejecting. But the idea which seemed to
hold him with a rush of force was that he must see Winifred again; that,
happen what might, it was impossible but that there should be a meeting,
if not one day at least another. It did not strike him as an
inconsistency that this thing which he wanted had been within his reach
a hundred times when he would not avail himself of it; like most men
when under the influence of a dominant feeling, he did not care to look
back and trace the manner in which its dominion had gradually asserted
itself, nor, indeed, to dwell upon it so far as to admit that it was a
dominion at all. Was he not to marry Ada Lovell? Only pity moved him,
pity that was natural enough, remembering the old familiar relations, or
allowing himself to dwell upon the sweet womanly eyes which no darkness
could shut out from him. For gradually the dusk had deepened into
night, the Close in which he found himself was singularly deserted, now
and then a figure that might have been a shadow passed him, a quiet
light or two gleamed behind homely blinds, and by and by was
extinguished, the trees stood black and motionless against the sky, only
the great bell of the Cathedral clock now and then broke the silence,
and was answered far and near by echoing tongues. Such a night was full
of tender sadness, to poor Anthony perhaps dangerously soft and sweet,
for he had been living of late, in spite of his engagement, in an
atmosphere of cold restraint, peculiarly galling to his reserved yet
affectionate nature. All Ada's pretty assurances and the pleasant
amenities of the Bennetts' house had never removed the chill. They were
something belonging to him, at which he looked equably, but they had
never become part of himself. Alas, and yet to-day a word or two of
Winifred's--Winifred whom he did not love--had pierced it.
Winifred--whom he did not love.
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